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30th Anniversary(:

2010-10-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

A love that's faithful showered with trust and (Keikhlasan) is a Love to last(:
There's this lady in my life that i utmost love from the bottom of my heart.
She showered me with pure love and a love that i can never find elsewhere.
She made this life so meaningful eventhough there's so much that we have gone through and there's so much that have been awaiting for us ahead.
Yet again, if we can jump a few hurdle, a few more wont make us fall.
Even if we fall, there's always a way for us to get up and fight our way through.
A love with so much passion is a love that requires more patience and signs of love,
This will avoid unnecessary or unwanted pathetic problems.
A relationship without problems is not called relationship because this shows they tends to things on their own with no preference of ideas and options.
So baby, we are at the right track(:
If at any time, shits happen, think about the fun times and the laughter we had,
Think about how we make it through all the humps and hurdle, this is our strength and power and we shall not let it die.
If i said I LOVE YOU, the next time one will have its multiplication that has inside it.
The Phrase is Cheap but the Meaning Inside is Priceless(:
Throughout this 3 years, i've learned alot from you,
You guide me for the better and I'm doing it for you now,
Even if i raised my voice, sarcastic or whatsoever, its for your own good.
Not for me not for anyone but you(:
I dont care what others say about me, but i do care what they say about you.
And i'll try my very best to make my Bby the Best and The bestest in the whole world(:
And Now,
Happy 30th Anniversary My Love(:

I Love You So Much HunnyBby!(:

A Great Day(:

2010-08-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hello World(:
Just wanna update about friday(:
Yeah,, Bby and I had another great time together(:

As usual, we went to Vivo(:
The only place where we can have our time together like always.
Initial plan was to study together, but then,, it turns out to be something even more fun than study!
I wish that Bby and Me to have that kind of time much more often.
Sometimes,, we can talk things out and share share about about certain topics.

Next,, Bby and I watch the movie that Bby's wanting to watch!
Step Up 3D!
9/10!
Seriously,, the movie was awesome with all the different dances move.
Kinda made me and bby a little interested in dancing.
hahaha!
Bby was like,, " What Happen to my Bby?!"
As i was moving and dancing arnd!
Yeap,, its like going with the beats whn thrs no song=P

Anyway,,
I Would to take this opportunity to thank Bby for the Wallet and Pastamania(:
I Love the Wallet Bby!^^

And and the Turkey Bacon Cheesy Crumble was BOOOMZ!
Alrite till here then(:

A poem For Bby(:
Every day is like a trip,
I wish u were in the Dreams when i Sleep(:
Everytime moment is like a dime,
Where i would love to spend with you with my time(:

Its like a Happiness come true when i'm with you,
As I knw I'm gona be In Love With You Till Forever My Dear HunnyBaby(:♥

Last But Not Least!

Happy 29th in Advance My DearLove(:♥

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!(:♥

I is nothing, if bby not with me.

2010-08-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

Love is like the movement of Electric Current in a Circuit board.

When Bby and me had our great time, we laugh, tease and talk nonsense about something that is more than NONSENSICAL!

Thats when Current move in SERIES where there's nothing to overcome but just little minor Resistance which is equivalent to Misunderstanding.

When Bby and me had our quiet time, we are like the PARALLEL circuit(:
We got separated in the middle of the silence and get back our Crappiness when our eyes met(:

Sometimes, in love we have to look forward for the day when bby and me is gonna Meet!
So,, i would always use the THEVENIN's Theorem where i try to spend my time with bby to make shure that bby's time would not be wasted just like that.
This is the reason why i buy my New HP(Jumper Wire) so i can SMS Bby all day n night long(:
Just to make sure she feels happy and not a feeling of sadness(:
Last but not least, CAPACITANCE,, This is where the Capacity of Love between of us has no limit although there's formula to find it but Formula can never find the Love that We have for each other(:
Lastly,, Bby and me got our own language,, AC CIRCUIT!
A = All, C = Crap!
So,, bby and me language is all crap language where we talk nonsense when we first look at each other when we meet(:
HAHAHA!

(The Best Photo)

I was Looking for My Bby in that Picture(:

The Reason Why I Love us being together is We care about each other and we know how to Handle each other despite the utmost complicated Difficulty(:
The thing that I Love Most about us is We can count on each other whenever disaster happens(:
Sometimes, when you feel like you dont wanna care but you really Cared alot inside your Heart just that my assness made you like that.
The Reason why I Love is because You made me Love You like How made you Love me which make us love each other Unconditionally(:

It doesnt take a second to know that i need you like how much you need me.
Sometimes, I got tears rolling down my cheeks despite hard as stone heart.
And when the night stars light my room,, i wish you were there and we can talk and hug all night long(:
Like how we did at (insert place)

Lastly,,
I will always need you in My Life and I will always want you to be by my side(:
|From the Bottom of my Heart,
I Love You So Much Bby(:♥

Maaa Bby(:

2010-08-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

(My bby)^^

Hello World!
I had a Super Great Time today yaw!
Lets start from the top~

So, early in the morning, i went to Unity Sec for the their NDP parade to watch whether

their weeks of effort and sweat are worthwhile.
I gave them few of encouragement before the start of the actual parade, so they wouldnt feel so nervous or whatsoever.
Their marching in was a well done and throughout the parade they were doing well except for the part where they marched out, everything went a little hay wired which somehow disappoint me.
However, i'm still proud of them for their continuous effort to make the parade a perfect one(:
Well done Unity Ncc Air(:

NEXT!
I went Sentosa with Bby today^^
It was a BLAST!
We talk alot of nonsense, we laugh, we cuddle, we you-know-what and We sleep(:

So yeah, we went to the furthest beach, Tanjong Beach(:
Since the beach we usually go was packed with people and there's some filming going on.
Hence, as a form of changing wind direction (Tukar Angin), we devide to go Tanjong Beach then.

We took the tram, and once reach, we look for a port that is GOOD and ISOLATED! (:
HAHA!
We got our port eventually, settle down and bla bla bla(:
Bby ate her LJS lunch and i was enjoying the non windy day at the beach~
Then me and bby spend time together2, had our great time together since the last few days was a little sad!
We talk, laugh, nonsense and wooohooooo!!
Slept awhile and Bby was ( insert something)! HAHAHAHA!
and i got something too! And i'm not gona tell!
After that, we walked back to pahlawan beach to get a drink and off to get Bby's pass at Bishan(:

Before i went home,

I look at Bby's every step,
My misses for Bby got higher):
I'm missing her so much now):

Anyway, here's a poem for bby(:

Your smile is like the sunshine warming my day(:
Your the first and last thing that makes me feel this way.
Your hugs started as a pat on my back, but now I can feel that they’re more then that.
Time will keep ticking, and we will grow old, but your hand in mine will never get cold.

Our love is more then affection(:
And now I'm Missing you my Love ):

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

28th yaw(:

2010-07-31T18:38:00.000+08:00

Happy 28th Bby(:

First and foremost, i just want to say that, Thanks for the Great time we had yesterday(:
It makes skipping my last lesson worthwhile(:

I hope you enjoyed yesterday with all the NONSENSICAL nonsense of mine which make you laugh your ass off all the time^^

Just to justify what you wrote on your blog, I Don't waste my money on you but i share my money with you(:

And its not everyday that we can have that kind of time together, but we manage to find a time together to cuddle, talk, share, and you-know-what(:
Time do tell but sometimes we should tell time what you and me wants in the future(:

Apart from that, the way you smile laugh and showing your CUTE expression makes me happy TTM!(:

Although i don't what makes my eating part cute, but i did just because you find it cute and find it something that you can give a wide smile(:

Also, the time we have had all of them filled with Happy Moments(:
I LOIKE YAW!(:
Lastly,,
You know whatever happens and whatever i repeat,
You know that, I Always Love You Bbylove(:

I Miss You):

2010-07-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hello People!
I guess the picture tells you Everything.

I'm Mising my Wife so Freaking bad, i wish that i could be there hugging her like my bolster!
I wish i could be with her to take care of her!
I wish i could whisper in her ears, "I Love You Baby"!
This is what i wanna do but it just cant happen right now):
Sometimes, a hug would make us feel better(:
A kiss would make us feel lovely(:
A Hug and Kiss would make you and me like how we are supposed to be right now(:

Sometimes, I Miss You till a point i went mad and i just control that madness!
Only the cure would be you to be by my side.
My Wife is my Inspiration, if she didnt inspire me to update this blog, i guess it would dusty till i dont know when.(hehehe..)

I Miss You,
I wish i could be there with you,

and

I Love you,
I know it will be forever true(:

Fun(:

2010-07-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

Look at the clock,

Thats when our Hearts gets locked.
Look at the dove,
Lets us take the path of Love(:

Heyhey, it has been quite some time since i last updated my blog.

So ya, gona sweep the dust out of my dusty blog.

Life's been very hectic these days, school , test and whatsoever.

Apart from, pile up of projects and homeworks~

Okay,, enough about school and life.

Lets talk about today,

today i went out with bby to watch Twilight Saga, Eclipse!

Review about the movie, 8/10(:

The movie was great and very interesting and somehow VERY related to my life.
Other than that, bby really LOVE the movie(:
OHHOHH,, before the start of movie, bby ate her nachos and she told me to get an extra straw for her to slurp the quite diluted cheese.

So,, i took the straw.
After finishing her nachos, we slurp the CHEESE and we made alot of funny sounds!
hahaha!
After the movie,, we walked around without any directions and went to bookstore and then to BANQUET.
Guess what?!
Bby got HICCUPS!
I was laughing throughout her cute HICCUPS voice, it tickles my heart=x
haha,, then we hang out somewhere where Bby slept on my lap for Half an Hour(:
Afterwhich, we took photos and retarded photos(:

So ya,, went home after that(:

In my heart, i have you,
In my eyes you are my view,
In my brain i think of you,
But in my heart, it says " I LOVE YOU"(:

Thanks for the Great Time today Bby!(:

(:

2010-06-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

I will love you forever till the end of time.
Tell me the same everything is fine.
The words that you want to hear.
Take my hand let's face the fear(:

That you and me will be together.
In our hearts always forever.
Don't have to think once or twice.
I love you let's go into this Paradise(:

Picture we see in front of us.
It's picturesque with love and trust.
Only us happily living our lives.
Our happiness that surrounds that will always shine(:

So remember my dear the words I say are true.
Forever and always I love you.

Its not just words to express,

But this are words that holds our Heart tight till we rest(:

Aim for the moon,

if we drop we will land among the stars,

Love like there's no tomorrow,

because loving is a feeling that fades all our sorrow(:

Dedicated to my Beloved Wife, Nur Hafeeza(:

(:

2010-06-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

A day without you, is like a day with no sunshine.
A day without you, is like a day with no melody and songs.
A day without you, is like having food served without a plate.
A day without you, is like a rainbow seen on the sky but with a color lesser.
A day without you, is like a day with nothing to live for.
But
A day with you is like a day filled with happiness, joy and meanings that is all about Love(:

In this heart of mine,
I know you would always be my sunshine,
In this heart full of dove,
You are the one who will be my Eternal Love(:

Hand in Hand(:

2010-06-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

As we sit in the snow white sand,
And the waves crash upon the shore,
I stare to the sky trying to understand,
Why the stars seem brighter then ever before.

Is it because the sky is so clear,
That the stars are shining bright?
Or could it be that love is near,
On this perfect summer night?

We laugh, we kiss, we talk,
Draw pictures in the sand.
Along the ocean we walk,
Just her and I, Hand in Hand.

Our night is almost finished,
As the moon is fading fast,
Another day will be diminished,
Put with the others in the past.

Everything seems to melt away,
Faster then the drop of a dime,
As night dissolves to day,
We lose more precious time.

Surely soon the sun will rise,
As this is a command,
I know she can see the twinkle in my eyes,
As we walk Hand in Hand(:

When we walk hand in hand,, its like a connection of love between both our hands.
Passing through our palms like tiny little atoms into our hearts to make one feel loved and the other to feel being loveable.

As we walk further, we hold our hand tight together and transmit a message like Bluetooth,

saying" Baby, I Love you, Will you be mine forever?"
While another replied "Yes, I will be yours forever because we are meant to be together" (:

forever(:

2010-06-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

If I had one wish.
I wish my desire could come true.
If I had one wish.
My wish would be to be with you(:

If I could choose.
I would stay laying on your thigh forever.
Our hearts would fuse.
And our love would become an endeavor.

I would wish for you to stay with me.
For you to be my love.
You would be the key of my heart.
Forever my angel, my dove(

Forever is a long time.
To require in a single command.
I will write our love in a rhyme.
For it would be my demand(:

I would ask of this.
Only with your permission.
Lost in a kiss.
Our love is my ambition(:

So I wished upon the star.
The star that reminded me most of you.
My actions seemed bizarre.
But this wish I had to pursue(:

Pursue the wish so that you Would be mine Forever(:

♥26th♥

2010-05-30T22:01:00.001+08:00

I wonder what will would my life be without you.

When you're around i could see colors being painted on the circumference of life, having your love to pain the area inside me.

Its been a very wonderful moment having to see you smile, laugh and doing nonsense stuffs with me.

I dont deny that you are wonderful as the fact that is you are the most Wonderful Lady that I've ever met in my life.

The cute sound of your laughter for everytime i crack a joke always have an effect on me, I would say this in my heart,, "Ohh,, that is my cute lil Baby".

I'll always love being with you because you make my day Everyday and every single time we met even though there's a little misunderstandings sometimes.

But that's okay because the waves never stops pounding the shore hence misunderstandings never stops in our life.

Apart from that, as we go along by months and year i could see that we belong to each other(:
The fact is we do belong to each other because i'm her Husband and She's my Wife, and we will always be there for each other no matter what.

There have been times that we fought and quarrel, but you ended laughing your ass out afterwards.

My love for you never fades even for a second,, eventhough i got ignored by you or you did something that angered me.

Love never fades but my disappointment appeared because I care and love you that sometimes i have to be Drastic to give you a wake up call.

Its my nature to make u pain in this ass=D

HAHA=P

When i do that, i kind feel sad because my harsh words has put you down lower than the Ground floor!

Thats when i'll be there to bring you up and show you the correct path to a better Direction of Life(:

Life is beautiful but when it gets bitch it will get even Bitchier that we expected!

Another Poem for Bby,(:

In the calm sea,

You are the only one i see,

While i breathe the oxygen on planet earth,

I know the lady whom i'll always Love(:

♥26th♥

2010-05-30T16:15:00.000+08:00

2 represents You & Me(:
6 represents our Family(:

6 - 2 = 4( Our Childrens)

First and foremost, I Would like to wish My bby, myself and Us..
Happy 26th Anniversary together(:

Being together for 26months, we share our happiness and bitterness together.

No matter what we do, even if we quarrel just because of a something trivial we do LOVE each other(:
Apart of our difference where i suppose we dont have any difference because my bby FOLLOW my Footsteps!

Happy, Sad, Happy, Sad and Happy again has been part of our life.
Its very heart-aching sometimes but just to ensure that a strong man is tested when he is at his weakest Condition!

Apart from that, i always give my words of Encouragement to bby because she has been A VERY STRONG LADY!(:
I'm Proud of you bby(:

I managed to pull through with my Dearest wife although many things have been a total jerk!

Just for you Baby,

I have one heart and one soul,

but in my heart i have many goals,

I have many friends in life,

but what i do want in life is a simple, caring and beautiful wife(:

Happy 26th DearLove(:

You & Me(:

2010-05-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

You & Me , we are like Romeo and Juliet where our love is strong no matter how harsh the problem that came to us.

You & Me, we are like water where our love never stops flowing.

You & Me, we are like the wind where our loves changes course we never stop loving each other.

You & Me, we are like the moon and the earth where we revolve around each other all the time(:

You & Me, you are like the audience and i am the clown where you laughed at all my nonsense(:

You & Me, we are husband and wife, we take care of each other in any conditions we face(:

You & Me, we love each other like there's no tomorrow.

You & Me, its like the day isnt complete when we never get to see each other's face(:

You & Me, even if you ignore me i wouldnt stop myself from talking to you!

Just for you, Baby(:

Its the way you calm me down when i'm HOT
its the way you hold my hand
its the way you make my smile and we smiled together
its the way you understand me and we understand each other(:

its how you make me feel at ease,
its our every single kiss,
its the connection between us both where everything seems nothing to us.
that creates a Love like this, Eternal Love(:

its those kisses on the cheek that make me sway,
and you playing with my hair,
its the goodnight, sweet dreams messages
and that one i love you stare.

its all those colourful little butterfies
floating around in my belly
babe, you light up my night sky
will you spend forever with me? (:

I Love You Nur Hafeeza(:

PS. Alaaaalaaa,, tkmoh la merajok ...
kalau awk merajok,, kite kena pujuk(:

One of a Kind(:

2010-05-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

A post requested by wifey(:

Two years and 2 months ago, when i met her at the stadium she was the Prettiest lady in my eyes.

Even now, she is still the Prettiest wife i had(:

She said earlier just now, she is common.
I said no,, she is not!
She claimed that, i am One of a kind~
Although it goes without saying, my wife too is One of a Kind(:

The reason why i said that, i do weird things and i did stupid things when i got angry.

She followed my footsteps, and she said i taught her.

Hmmmm,, its kinda true~

The one other thing that make her not common,, she is the ONLY one who can withstand my nonsense for 24/7 and enjoy it everytime it starts with no ending like a spoilt tape recorder.

Other than that, my wife is the most adorable lady in planet Earth as when it comes to wrestling she is very active and the look that she have before hitting me is too Cute that i laugh whn i got hit(:

She is one of a kind because she likes being crazy with me all the time when we meet.

When Hubby goes crazy,, hunny joins the kaki!~
Thats her policy i think(:

Stay Strong!

2010-05-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

When you're down, you see nobody coming for you but me.

I came for you because its a promise made by me that i made to you, whatever happen to you or whatever that will happen to us, I Will Be There No Matter What!
I know its a risk that i took but if i dont take this risk, you'll never the person that i know.

Down with sorrows, misery and sadness, i couldnt bare to see you suffering when i'm here doing nothing but shaking my own legs.

I'm not kind of person, i would make you smile after you had a quarrel with (insert name) because i dislike when you are down as it will ruin ur mood which will has tremor for days.

As far as i know, i will not and will never give up because its not me when i give up and GIVING UP is not my Character.

I will risk myself just to make u happy and to put a smile on your face.

A necessary sacrifice just to subside your sorrows and to remind you that days will get better and nothing will LAST forever.

Everything in this world is temporary including the problems that we faced, because the world is constantly changing and humans do change after a wake up call.

However, humans wake up call will take years before they realise that what they did was totally wrong and acceptable although its for our own good.

Drastic actions might be effective to certain ways, but continuous drastic-ness is a killer to both parties!

Lastly, whatever you do its better to keep it calm and not rude because being rude isnt the way to solve things but it gives an even more bad impression to (insert name).

I always impart my knowledge to you because no one would tell you because they are still dreaming among their world.

I tell you this because,,
Firstly,, I Care For You!
Secondly,, I Do Not anything to happen to you!
Lastly,, I Love You So Much TTM that i have to tell you all this!

Dear Baby,, I Love You(:

Wo ai ni(:

2010-05-09T01:10:00.000+08:00

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,

Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,

I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,

So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start(:

I Love You Sweetheart(:

A screwed day!

2010-05-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

A thought of spending tonight chatting n webcam-ing with gf has been screwed none other by me):

I'm sad right now,, but what can i do?

I caused everything to happen because of my idiotic-ness.

I dont know what the heck has gone into me, i'm not feeling myself.

I just want a peaceful night, talking nonsense with gf but it didnt happen):

I'm sorry Dear,, I screw up everything):

I'm sorry for being sarcastic and bla bla bla...

I know bby's sad,, and its all because of ME!

Shall punch the wall till i bleed,, if bby's hurt i shall be hurt too!

I apologize for my attitude today Sweetheart=(

Forgive me):

For you(:

2010-05-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

Every seconds, i couldnt resist my thoughts because its all about you(:

Every minute, i couldnt resist my hand from writing because what i wrote is all about, your name, your love and your everything(:

Every hour, its a little too long to write but its when i could see you and spend my precious time with you doing all kinds of funny nonsense(:

Every second,, every minute and every hour my life is about you because i live because you're with me.

And you're the reason on why i'm still living and breathing(:

My thoughts of you are like raindrops on flowers...

Beautiful.

My thoughts of you are like a rainbow at a splashing waterfall...

Beautiful.

My thoughts of you are like a full moon

shining through a cloudy night sky...

Beautiful.

No matter what wonders my eyes have seen,

Nothing compares to the beauty I see

when I look at you.

My love for you is beautiful.

When all goes wrong, and my life runs amok,

I think of you, and I get unstuck;

In the midst of chaos, you make my heart sing;

You’re my peace, my happiness, my everything.

Of everything I know and love and treasure,

It’s you, my love, who gives me perfect pleasure.

I love your way with me, your touch, your kiss;

To be with you is happiness and bliss.

Each thought of you fills me with sweet emotion;

I give to you my deep, complete devotion.

All my fondest wishes you fulfill;

I love you totally, and I always will.

I Love you now,,

i love you then,,

i'll you always,,

and

I'll Love You Forever(:

25th(:

2010-04-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

A moment of silent,, Love builds(:

A moment together, it feels like every seconds held its own memories and i cant let each second goes without loving my Wife(:

A moment with you completes my life ,, with every corners my life covered and layered with unconditional love of yours(:

I love to spend time with you,, because only with your presence i can release all my nonsense and craps to the ultra max.

Other than that,, spending time with you means i have all my precious spent on you which means i have poured all my love to you during that amount of time(:

I'm grateful that you're in the picture of my life and being the lady of my life,, I Love You Baby(:

Thats all,, here's a poem for you Baby(:

Let me sing you a love song
About what I feel in my heart;
Butterflies can't find nectar
Whenever we're apart. You're a flower in bloom.
In the dark, in the gloom,
It's you who brightens my day.
How many ways do I need you?
Every day, every way and the day which is today(:

Our love is the long lasting kind;
We’ve been together quite awhile.
I love you for so many things,
Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile. You accept me as I am;
I can relax and just be me.
Even when my quirks come out,
You think they’re cute; you let me be. With you, there’s nothing to resist;
You’re irresistible to me.
I’m drawn to you in total trust; Your sweet devotion never fails;
You view me with a patient heart.
You love me, dear, no matter what.
You’ve been that way right from the start. Those are just a few reasons why
I’ll always love you like I do.
We’ll have a lifetime full of love,
And it will happen because of you((: If we can stay for this long, let us stay longer together(:
I Love You My Dearly Beloved Wife(: Happy 25th Baby(: fhaazLOVESfeeza(:*for eternity

Happy(:

2010-04-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

Something I yearn for has come to reality,,

I finally get to spend my precious with Gf, a simple date that really had us feel so much love(:
Its been quite sometime since we sat and eat together like we used to.

I am very grateful for today,, we catch up with each other and laugh our ass out like how we usually did and poke each other's belly button(:

WAH PIANG,, I cant tahan whn i got poked=x

Feels so ticklish!!

I hope bby n me can spend time together often(:

On the whole,, we had so so so much fun together(:

Hahaha,, that is seriously fun yo~

Without your touch, I cannot feel.
Without your lips against mine,
Sweet as the taste of wine;
Without our hands entwined together,
Without us being bound forever.
Without your touch, I cannot feel.

Without your voice, i cannot hear.
Without your beautiful voice,
Forcing me to make a choice;
Without the sound of my heart,
When your cute little whispers begin to start.
Without your voice, I cannot hear.

Without you in my sight, I cannot see.
Without seeing your wonderful face,
The way you walk with every bit of grace;
Without seeing sparkling smile,
I hope it'll stay for a very long while.
Without you in my sight, I cannot see.

Without your scent, I cannot smell.
Without the smell of your cologne,
So very special, you make it your own;
Without the soft, manly scent of your hair,
Nobody can help but stare.
Without your scent, I cannot smell.

Without your breath, I cannot breathe.
Without feeling you hear,
Knowing your nowhere near;
Without feeling your life,
I try, but I just can't strife.
Without your breath, I cannot breathe.

Without your love, I cannot live.
Gasping for air,
Knowing you don't care,
Without you here,
I have everything to fear.
Without your love, I cannot live(:

You Love is my life,,

My Life Depends on you Dear Wife(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

Speechless

2010-04-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

Never in my life i encounter with " ",

its a whole new of a new experience that i felt,

now i realise how a " " feel when this happen.
But what past is past and can never return,, even if it does it'll still be the same.

I'm not blaming anybody for this MAJOR misdemeanor that i've done,, because its me and its all me that created every single undesired scenes and tragedy.

Its hurting to see " " handling this problems, nevertheless this problems should settle in a calm manner and not anger because anger will only worsen the situation instead of getting control over it.

I'm Sorry,, i'm sorry for everything... i know i've destroyed the trust you have given us and due to that,, i'll do anything to correct my mistakes and prove that i am capable of leading my life till i succeed and get what i want when i get my " Segulung Ijazah".

I will REMEMBER what you told me,, and i'll come back when i'm ready.

Those words will never fade inside my small mind,, webbed inside and never erased.

Your words were harsh,, harsh enough to wake me up from boy's dream and ur words were too mean to describe my wrongdoings,, however they wont make me fall but strengthen my courage to get what longed to be mine forever.

Never in my life i've heard such words from " " and now i finally see the other sides of them.

Its not about how well we can control our emotions,, but how well we manage them and tell ourselves its not the end but a rocky part of a journey.

I understand to a certain point, emotions overthrowed us mentally n physically, dont use that as a reason to make unreasonable blames and harangue till there's no tomorrow.

A mistake will remain as a mistake,, but how we try to correct the mistake that counts although the mistake is not erasable

Dont worry baby,, we'll always together(:

Thank You(:

2010-04-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

A picture shows a thousand words,, but for me it shows thousand and a hundred words(:
Why?
Basically,, i'm writing a hundred words post right now=)

First and foremost,, I Would like to Thank wifey who had put in so much effort to celebrate my birthday(:
Birthday wish,, birthday bash and present just to name a few, i appreciate everything that she had done for me.

Okay,, i'm out of words!
Here's a poem for you baby(:

Thank you for being the heart of my life,
Harboring me in the arms of your love,
Anchoring me in the rock of your faith,
Needing me, that I not be in vain,
Knowing me well, yet loving me still.

You are the island I've found in my sea,
Ocean I dwell in and deep where I dive,
Unfailing heaven and passionate earth(:

For the happiness we shared.
I keep you in my heart.
Because you are my Love(:
Nothing less than what I had will do,
Knowing what I miss now we are far

Yet our love is strong like usual.
This love should be treasure, its precious and money could not replace this Love.

For Everything you have done,, Thank You So Much Dearest Wife,

Nur Hafeeza(:

birthday boy.

2010-04-23T00:00:00.006+08:00

* hope this will make you smile *

Happy 18th birthday baby :D

Dah old already ehh, haha.
On this special day of yours, I wanna thank you for

everything that you've done for me, for us ^^

And I'm sorry if the things that we've been through,

can never measure up to half of what I put you through.
Do enjoy your special day with your loved ones (:
Do enjoy yourself at the np glow party.
And one last thing, I love you so much ! ♥

(sorry if this part too short, idk wht to say uhh =x)

Aku ingin kau merasa hebatnya cinta,

Dan leburkan saja serpihan calar derita.

Selamat Ulang tahun sayang.

Kini, kau bersayap, pergilah terbang.

Rentaslah langit cita-citamu.

Harap nanti kita kan bertemu.

Selamat ulang tahun sayang.

Janganlah engkau tk terbang pulang.

Ku nanti penuh kerinduan.

Aku hanya inginkan engkau setia.

Kerana setia yang mencipta bahagiamu.

yours truly,

feezaa :D

Love(:

2010-04-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

Something sweet and sensual
like the sound of ocean
so powerful that hints me of my insignificance
yet warm, and invitational
yet loud
with passion.

It pages trough my soul
to find the inducement of dismissal
I know the only force
that holds in to my life
is
my surrender!

She makes love to me anonymously
from edging of her distance
like she wants to show me
how far she extends
how near she breathes

I think:
how far I can go in this way?
how long can I hold;
in this tiny little yarn of consents,
in the circus of this colorful yearns?
Death
is a release from the joy!
Joy
is the island of release
from the survival!

Problems and solution
all are the opposite phase
of this symmetrical weightlessness,
and freedom from
the apple
of gravities.

When all my existence dissolves
in sweetness
of this bite
that I've never partaken(:

Even the sky turns dark,, even the earth lakes dried up,,
But my love never fades and my love wont dry up because you will always be you,,
the you whom i love till my last breathe(:

Problems are temporary,, problems have solution,,
why worry?
Its gona end very very soon,, just put urself up coz i'm always here..
Always here for you for anytime you need me, i'll never leave you nor will I leave you alone sad in deep sorrows.
Its unbearable.
This is our life story, this is our journey, Love makes us strong and never drop.
Why should we give up,, fight till the very last.
As you know,, a strong person is tested while he/she is weak!
I know my baby's is strong like me!

Listen

2010-04-19T21:54:00.002+08:00

Whatever happened,, whether its you or not you,, just calm down and keep quiet.
Being quiet doesnt mean you lost, but it actually makes you stronger to overcome any situation if it repeats again.
I've been instilling all this inside you, i hope you will think about it.
I'm telling all this because i'm worried, i care and i Love You so much.
I cant bear to see you feeling the same thing over and over again,, its hurting for me.
Please for once,, please listen ~
I love you bby!

(:

2010-04-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

I love holding your hand because it gives me the warmth.
I wish we could hold hand together right now, holding it tight like we did everytime.
It gives us the Confidence that we will always be together and to show how deep and real our love are(:

I Love You

2010-04-12T21:12:00.004+08:00

In my eyes,, you are the one(:
The one who would live with me throughout my life.
My life will not be this meaningful if you're not in it.
I am grateful you came into my life as my wife, the person whom i love so Dearly.
Love is something i could give you,, love is something that makes us strong.
Love is Essential in life(:
I Love You Baby,,
Yes I do my Dearest Wife(:

Calm

2010-04-11T23:11:00.004+08:00

Today marks my last day of work(Wooohoooo!)
I worked for about 3months including this month,, which was like 2 months longer compared to 2 years ago.
If i were to think about it, it tickles my heart.. Lets imagine,, 17 days of work with 6 days *MC*
Isnt that hilarious? haha~
Anyways,, today i fart alot-.-
I dont know why,, seriously.
And guess what,, the more i fart the busier the supermarket gets.
Alamak,, like thrs a link between my fart and the supermarket-.-
Anyway,, i'm gona miss the staff there,, my workplace and the most Wonder Grocery Backstore.
I cant imagine how the place gonna be like with a Senior Supermarket Manager like me,, I wonder.
Its going to get tougher for them now huh? Yeap, very tough.
Haha,, thats all about work(:

Everytime I look at you,,
I feel calm.
Everytime i have you with me,,
i feel powered and i can do anything.
Everytime we hold hands,,
nothing can be an obstacle for us.
Everytime I hug you,,
i feel the aura of love between us.
Everytime i wrote this kind of words,, i feel loving you more each time(:
I Love You Baby(:

I Miss You

2010-04-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

I Miss You!
I Miss Hugging You!
I Miss Kissing You!
I Miss Holding Hand with You!
I Miss laughing my ass out with You!
I Miss talking all the nonsense with You!
I Miss the smell of You!
I Miss the smooth texture of your hand!
I Miss having you by my Side!
I Miss Everything about You!

Yeah,, thats what i really miss.
I do realise time flies darn quick, i hope it goes much quicker(:
I hope everything's getting better, i hope so.
And guess what? Every now and then, I Miss my Wife so much...
Wah piang,, serious wah piang.
Anyway,, i'm not gona talk alot=/
Brain tired, not productive = no words come out(:
Alright,, till here.

Storm, hurricane or tornado,,
I'll always be with you,,
nothing can stop me,,
nothing will stop me,,
i'll not let anything be an obstacle.
I'm not giving up,
because,
You are my love that i will always Love(:

I wish...

2010-04-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

How I wish you were here with me=(

I miss telling you stories,, jokes and nonsense.
Everytime i think of it, i feel weird because i used to talk nonsense with you EVERY seconds of my life.
Just currently, our daily life became a little silent and a little sad as days goes by.
I wonder if our daily routines didnt change, i bet we are already smiling at the start of the day.
Sadly,, we cant put up a smile like we usually did,, even if we do it would probably be a fake smile just to cheer up the day.
Questions and answer are always in mind but most of the questions that appeared do not have their own apparent answers, i simply couldnt think of it as they are way too complicated to even analyse.
Looking at people out there,, i do observe their character and such.
On the other hand,, looking at couples holding hands together...
I wish i could do that too.
I do believe problems are temporary, and there will always ways to approach it and only time will tell.
I hope everything will be back to normal one day,, i really hope.

Bittersweet

2010-04-05T23:35:00.003+08:00

A quote that goes,, Every sweetness in life comes with a little bit of Bitterness.
I guess this is the bitterness that i'm going through but its TOO bitter indeed.
Every second the bitter gets wild,, and that every second makes me insecure.
Insecure of the next wave of problems that are gona strike.

Sometimes, we are strong to overcome but our strength are not infinite to face all the waves.
IMPOSSIBLE,, i can agree on that.

However, if we were to control our mind and strengthen our heart, we are able to withstand them.
Its saddening when life's get too Harsh,, and we are unable to do anything.
Left with no choice, no ways and no solutions.
On top of it,, we are surrounded by THREATS!
Thats not Life,, thats HELL!
I repeat, HELL!

Every now and then,, my mind got haunt by unwanted THOUGHTS..

The thoughts that makes me sad instead of happy, although some are Great memories but alas nothing could overthrow my bad thoughts, FUCK IT!

I Just want to spend my life with the Lady whom i Love,, but yet people make a fuss about it.
How Great is that?

Did i owe them Money or something?

A simple life gets Complicated,, thats what I Fucking HATE!

but what can i do?
I have to live with it,, i have to go through like a MAN!
if i want to save Everything,, i'll go through them even if it takes my life away.

No matter hard or medium or soft,,
i'll always be there for you,,

no matter how far we are,,

my heart soul will always be in ur heart(:
No matter how tough life gets,,

Be strong and fight ,, because things change when the times come.

I love You my Dear Nur Hafeeza(:

Hold On Tight

2010-03-28T22:39:00.003+08:00

Day by day, I Miss You with its accumulation getting beyond boundary.
I wish the crisis never happen, its appearance is too harsh changing our surroundings which was once a field of Flowers.
Anyways, crisis are suppose to be part of life so i just have to hold on(:
Getting back to my misses~
Its been awhile since i saw your Pretty Face, my heart pumps fast... even faster than the moving bullet train whenever i think of you.
I wish i could be there by your side, having you on my arms so i could brush your hair.
Brushing your hair is best, silky soft hair(:
I would do anything just to brush your hair.
Hugging you like my bby, I Miss that too=(
WAH!
Wa Piang weh!
But currently, everything has to paused.
I hope everything WILL be back to normal,, i have to pray and hope(:
Ohh Baby,, I'll Love You Forever and Always(:
No matter what happen,, we'll be together.
Be together, share our strength and fight the war!
Sometimes,, my strength went down the drain but i struggled through just for you,
eventhough its not an easy experience but its worthwhile.
Now,, gaining strength is not easy but getting loose of it is Superbly easy.
WAH! Buey Ta Han!
Thats is why, i've been instilling to baby to stay strong and hold on cos 2 heart, souls and strength is better than ONE!

Alright, thats all my brain Can Produce for now(:

To Nur Hafeeza a.k.a Bby, I Love You Bby(:

Damsel In Distress

2010-03-01T20:39:00.003+08:00

Hola humans on planet Earth!
I forgot my blogging skills already, so lets just talk nonsense.
Firstly, life's been SUPER DUPER ULTRA busy which excruciatingly killing me due to the exhaustion.
Exhaustion is evitable i should say, but somehow one of the days i could not put myself to sleep.
Thats when i ended up fatigue.
Other than that, i've been spending my off days going back to school for NCC and SOMETHING which i'm not gona elaborate(:
Hahaha..
Anyway, i think i'm growing even MORE matured each day.
Let me tell you a story,,
One fine day, i took a taxi to go back home.
It was raining, and due to that the road was jammed slowing down my travel time which alternately increase my taxi fare.
I dont mind about that,, plus i was quiet while sitting in the cab and something urge to talk.
So, i talked to the driver who was like Four decades older than me.
When the conversation starts to heat up, he then complained to me about his sons.
He said " wa bunya dua anak lelaki banyiak pemalas,, belajar disuruh tapi mereka tk mai.. wa sulah tua nnti siapa mau jala sama wa? itu dua olang tak mau pikir panjang.. mau enjoy sampai meleka mampus"
Thats what he said to me,, i felt the sympathy for him.
Then,, i also thicken my SKIN and give him some advise~
I said,, he has to be firm in his decision and while he talk to his son.
He told me he was very NAGGY all along,, which his children doesnt like it.
So,, i advised him to change his ways for the betterment of his family and the future of his sons who are older than me.
The Uncle was amazed by my maturity,, " wa punya anak lagi tua dari lu,, tapi tk pernah wa dengar ini macam punya cakap.. parents lu banyiak untung wor"
*SMILES*
I think my thinking is way beyond my age...
hahaha,, maybe i experienced alot of things in life.
Okay,, i think that should be all(:

Take Care Peeps(:

Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice,
falling in love with you
was beyond my control(:

blog temporary down.

2010-02-08T21:03:00.002+08:00

hubby's internet is down.
so he told me to convey this message to the readers
out thr tht this blog is down.
and he'll not blog for the time being.

- feezaa.

I'm Sorry.

2010-01-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

Thats my Character,, thats what i am..
I'm Sorry Baby, its for ur own Good.
Do think about it(:
I'm very Sorry=(

New Year(:

2010-01-01T00:00:00.007+08:00

To my beloved Wife,, Nur Hafeeza,
Please forgive me for What i have done today,
I know i've hurt you again,
I dont wish to hurt you anymore.
Everyone make mistakes, but i know i make extremely alot of mistakes.
I'm Sorry!
Whatever i have said today, please clear it off your mind.
I was not myself when i said all those nonsense.
We have gone through alot this year Baby,, i have make u cry sad angry and mostly happy.
I am disappointed with myself that i brought u down right at the end of 2009!
thats my most unforgettable and unforgivable mistake that i've done.
I should have make you happy instead,
I was wrong in everyway, ur not at fault.
I always find trouble when the sea is calm.
Even right now, I'm sorry for everything baby.
There are Sweet and Beautiful memories, swollen legs la, sing along theme song at the beach la...
Everything was Fun and Lovely!
We have gone through this far, you have been enjoying my nonsense..
I will always appreciate what you done for me(:
I Love You Like I Always Do Sweetheart(:
Please forgive me(:

Greetings to all!
First and Foremost, HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!(:
Its 2010,, lets all come up with a New Year Resolution and make yourself useful.

Likewise, i've gone through alot of ups and downs till the very end of 2009!
Which i simply do no want to Elaborate about it!

For me,, i dont think i will have a Happy new year, however, will be having a rather sad one instead.
Haha,, its alright... Dont worry about me i'll be fine(:

Last few hours new year suppose to be an exciting hours,, to countdown and stuffs.
I dont see any reasons why i should be excited and happy on the starting of a New Year.
Plus, year in and year out.. i do not see any changes that i have set earlier.
So,, i will not be celebrating neither do i will have an exciting New Year.

Apparently,, i just made my life a bitch that it showed me how bitchy that my life can be...
Haha,,
But its okay,, sometimes i need to feel them!

Happy New Year to Everyone!(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

Have a Safe Trip Baby(:

2009-12-14T20:50:00.004+08:00

Hey,, spot that gorgeous up there?
Yup, That's her!
She's my Wife(:
This is another post just for her(:
Since she's going to China for NINE days, i shall post something before she leave.
I wonder what i'm gona do when she's away,, still got nothing in mind.
Alright, I Hope Baby will have a safe trip to and fro!
Dont worry baby,, i'll be Fine.
Enjoy yourself to the Fullest yaww!
Remember the Photos that i ask you to TAKE for ME!!!
*MWAAH*

Anyway,, here's a poem for you Sweetheart(:

Whenever we're apart
it feels like a part of me is missing...
and then I remember,
you have my heart.

Why do I love you?
Because I finally learned what the word means,
and you were the one who showed me.

Last night I matched each star
with a reason for loving you.
I was doing great until I ran out of stars

Each time i miss u,
a star falls down from the sky.
So, if you looked up at the sky,
and found it dark with no stars ,
it is all your fault,
You made me miss you too much!

If I could have 3 wishes,
I wouldn't wish for the stars,
the moon, the riches and this life.
But for 25 hours a day,
8 days a week,
and 13 months a year
to spend a longer time with you(:

Once a week,
Twice a month,
Thrice a year,
Love dont count,, but it gets Greater each time(:
I Love You always Sweetheart!(:

That's what i'm gona say for NINE Days!(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

POP!

2009-12-12T22:32:00.005+08:00

Hello World!
Anyway,, 11 days had pass.
The feeling being a Cadet Trainee have not subsided yet since i became one 4 weeks back.
I could not believe that a course THREE weeeeeeeekss long would end just like a snap of a finger.Humongous amount of memories was created and some was left behind, while some was left untouched and it will never be touched forever.
Many friendships were forged and i could feel the TOGETHERNESS of my course mate, Kamikaze, my group's name!(:Through the Course,, i learned many values that can be applied to both my and Ncc life as a cadet officer.
Apart of that, i felt a change in my character and the way i do my work and solve problems.
During the course,, i find myself a little lack of certain qualities and also self-esteem, through some of the talks...
I now know where i stand and where i am suppose to be standing!
Also,, the bond i had with my group was much closer if i were to compare with my 3 YEARS CLASSMATES!
So,, you can simply visualize how a course can bond each and everyone of us through this THREE weeks course.
My course mates and I endured the tiredness, as every single day we had to wake up at 4-5 am to prepare for training.
The waking up part itself has its difficulty and i could not imagine how we manage to survive the 3 weeks.
Haha,, i can conclude that TIME flies DAMN fast!
Anywhere,, Everything's over now.
I can finally have my VERY GOOD NIGHT SLEEP!
Although, i kinda miss my mates and the stuff i did during the Course.
The nonsense, craps and Everything.
It feels like wanting to come back to the beginning, which is not possible.
Life goes on,, a new journey awaits all the new Cadet Officers!
I recite the creed and now i should fulfill them(:

Now, i would to take this Opportunity to thank my Parents!
Dear Mum & Dad,
It has been a blissful journey for this Three weeks course,
thanks to your advise, support and motivation.
Although, sometimes i might be a stubborn ass but you still guide me through pushing me beyond my limits.
Also,, i appreciate the crucial time when i was about to kick out of course,
you help me out and enable me to continue this course with my own Courage and Strength(:
Thank You Very Much Mum and Dad!(:for coming to my Commissioning Parade.
Especially to mum, Thank you for Donning my Rank yesterday Evening!(:

Now,, to my Dearest Wife!

Dear Nur Hafeeza,
14 days seem to be 14 years to you,
actually its more than 14 but i'll take the official days.
I know you miss me SO MUCH when i was away for course.
Although, we met up 2 of the days,I can possibly sense that it was not enough to release the misses you had for me.
Your attitude made me a better person, a person that could manage his own time.
A person who can Comfort his own Wife and make his own Wife smile!(:
Apart from that,, you endured everything and willing to wait for me till everything ends!
Even though it took a very long time,, you still persevere as A wife that i yearn to Hug EveryDay!(:
Lastly,, thank you for coming to watch and support my Commissioning Parade!(:
I Love You Bebeh!(:

Happy 20th Baby(:

2009-11-30T21:20:00.004+08:00

(Cute like me RIGHT?)

Happy 20th, Dearlove(:

I know u're irritated by my sickening nonsense few minutes ago, and i can feel that.
I did it on purpose coz since i became a busy man... I havent got time to kacau you!

You know how much IMISSTHAT!

So,, i slot in some nonsense(:
Dont be angry at me,, You KNOW I love You(:
You KNOW that i am the MOST irritating H

usband you have(:

On top of that, I would like to wish both of us a Happy 20th and hope we will Stay togetherHINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT(:
Challenge any obstacle together, face problems that are bound to come in the future..
If we can do that,, Insyaallah(:

A Short Poem For You Nur Hafeeza,,

Through ups and down,,

We never let each other drown,,

When the day turns dark,,

We never fail to find a spark,,

Although we are far apart,,

I know we are always together(:

Happy 20th,, DearLove(:

Nur Hafeeza is always Loved,,
Muhammad Fhazrin(:

Will be on Hiatus

2009-11-22T19:32:00.004+08:00

Lets see what i'll miss for THREE weeks!

I Miss Nur Hafeeza binte Sattakir!
I Miss spending more time with family!
I Miss sleeping late
I Miss playing fifa till late at night
I Miss talking with Nur Hafeeza till late night!
I Miss waking up late..
I Miss my afternoon nap
I Miss my Bed during the afternoon
I Miss bathing more den 15mins
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir
I Miss kacau-ing many many of my Friends!
I Miss DISTURBING my Cousins
I Miss talking nonsense in MSN!
I Miss NONSENSING with Nur Hafeeza(:
I Miss making my brother Angry~
I Miss my Brother nonsense!
I Miss irritating my brother
I Miss listening to his Lecture
I Miss making ILLY and Zummy irritated=P
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!
I Miss golek2 at home
I Miss watching Spongebob at 1pm!
I Miss my television
I Miss my Comfy sofa
I Miss my bed
I Miss my Dinosaur egg chair
I Miss my Computer(nt really)
I Miss my pillow
I Miss my bolster
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:
I Miss Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir!(:

Okay,, thats basically it!
haha,, kinda crap but TRUE!(:

To My Dearly Beloved Wife,

First and Foremost, i'm not angry at you although u're angry at me..
I just want you to be normal and cheerful like you always do.
I've said it once or twice before, and i'll say it again...
I'll be away for AWHILE!!
Awhile for me but EXTRA long for you,, I understand that Hunny.
You might think that i dont care,,
I CARED SO MUCH, THATS WHY I DONT WANT YOU TO BE LIKE THAT!!
I want everything to end as early as possible, i know you want to be with me like always..
I'm only asking you to be patient, its gona end like a blink of an eye Babyy!

Alrite, Thats all for now,,

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

sry baby.

2009-11-19T01:11:00.003+08:00

heys ,, i'm sry for wht happened ytd night. i shall not explain the reason why as you shd knw the answer.

anyways ,, i appreciate all the things you've done for me ,, just to put a little smile on my face.

the post on my blog ,, the long story tht u made up and the disguise you tried ,, i appreciate it loads.

you refused to leave me alone when i told you to. instead ,, you kept talking to me ,, trying your best to make me feel better,, despite knwing tht you'll be ignored by me.

thank you so much ,, love.

having you by my side is the only way to bring back your cheerful wife ,, i guess.

i'll still be your motivation and support ,, like how i used to be. just tht,, i wont be as

lively.

so ,, JYJY for whatever thingy that you're doing. your motivation will be on its way.
and don't worry abt me ,, i'll be fine.

yours trully ,,
hafeeza ;
feezaLOVESfhaaz.

I'm Still Alive

2009-11-16T22:06:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!
I got nothing much to say actually,, just wanna clean up the dust on my blog.
Life been quite busy although exams are done.
Engage myself in several activities like JOG , COMPUTER and EAT(:
Same routines means nothing interesting happen in my daily life except for certain days.
Apart from that,, i applied for this course and got selected.
2 and half weeks course + 3 days,, WAHLIAO~
I bet i'm gona be so dead tired but i think its worthwhile.
Furthermore,, its a long term investment~ Who wouldnt want that?!?
Haha,, actually after i found out that i was selected,, the only one thing in my mind was DEATH~
Death? Why? Perhaps i could not handle the F*ck Like Toughness! that's maybe it(:
Hmm,, but nevermind.. I know i can handle! My Wife dun call me Fhaaziano for NTH!=D

Okay,, now lets talk a little bit about my O'levels which just ended recently.
After sitting for all the papers,, I Regretted(:
Regret for not Studying Harder enough for the Whole Year!
Anyway, its all over now.
Just have to hope for Good Results and resume the journey of my life(:
I dun get it why i realise something after doing it~
hahaha,, i serious find myself a little slower..
Not slower,, SLOW!
No wonder,, my wife kept calling me that.
NOW, i realise that i'm real slow kinda person(:
Haha,, how sad is that?
Very sad indeed huh!
Hmmmm,, very very weird feeling inside me...
Oh ya,, I Miss My Dearly Beloved Wife(:
Thts the first time i said it here!
After a month hiatus..

Hmmm,, so wad shall i talk about now?
Lets write a Simple poem for Nur Hafeeza(:

True Love,
is not about physical beauty,
but an inner Splendor
that glows in the soul and radiates
through all impediments,
forsaking all boundaries(:

True Love,
is not about talking nonsense,
but listen to the inner meaning of the nonsense
that builds the feeling of love between me and you(:

True Love,
is not perfection,
but the perfection lies between two hearts and souls,
to create a bond that survive all imperfections
in the passage of time(:

Ohh Dear Nur Hafeeza,,
Muhammad Fhazrin Ai Ni(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:*

Graduation Day

2009-10-09T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hello World!
I'm lazy to update actually.
But, i think its dusty enough to get it clean(:
And I'm pretty sure that Hunny misses my post.

Basically, today's Graduation Day!
In other words, it marks our Last Day of School for the Graduating students.
Initially, i was excited about it but all the excitement fade away when i gave it a thought.
All this 5 years in Unity, Everything meant something that i could not forget.
The Scoldings from teachers, the pile loads of homework, Friendship, Loveship, ship ship and whatever Ship.
And in particular i'll miss the time when i Disturb, Irritate and Frustrate my classmates.
Thats my past time that i can Never forget!
Its like a memory that is entangled on the web of my mind and can never be washed away.
I realise that GRADUATION DAY is something that brought Happiness amongst us.
But sadly, all the happiness only occur for awhile and at the every end of the Journey.
How wonderful if that were to happen in the beginning?
Wouldnt the class be more Cheerful and filled with laughter?
And i was utterly Disappointed with someone who i thought is the Best,,
But..
She went away with...
No Wish, No Photos, No Encouragement but Gone in the End like Nobody!
I was hoping for something from her but its just a Dream.
I think she's really Disappointed and I dun blame her for that(:

Alright, enough of Disappointment.
So, after Graduation Ceremony, Everybody went their separate ways.
But for the Sec5s, we took Photos like there's no DAYS left!
And i felt that we are Like a Family for a moment(:
HAHA!
Unfortunately, i was engrossed on taking photos with my classmates..
I forgot to take my Photo with Girlfie!
Aiseyman...!!
BUT,, Nehmind nehmind... Can go back sch and take one Photo=D

p.s One day we go back School and take photo alrite, girlfie(:

Okay la,, I guess this will be it for now.
Can't think of better words to Write(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

Happy Birthday SweetHeart(:

2009-08-08T20:09:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday To You,

Happy Birthday To Nur Hafeeza!(:,

Happy Birthday To You(:

My Love(:

2009-08-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

My Love

As I lay back on my soft comfy couch, relieving myself with a well written novel about Romeo and Juliet, I was mesmerized about their Strong and Deep feeling of love towards each other. As I continue reading, my mind swayed away, reminiscing the memories that I had when I found my First Love, The Love of my Life(:

This was not common to me, for 15 years in my life, Love for a Damsel in Distress known as a Girlfriend was never my cup of tea. I was unsocial and shy to even express the words of Love. Even if I had those feelings, they are just by passes in my life; no way that it would entangle enabling me to get the ball rolling.

I was adolescent by then to understand the meaning of love or even to put in words how it felt to be in love. Sometimes, I would even say to love someone takes a lot of courage, but expressing the inner confession was nothing less than courage. And yet, I was one of those without courage and will to confess my love to a lady. This made me come to a conclusion; Love needs Courage and Wall Face (:

Without a Single notice, a year and three months had past. It felt like yesterday that I started loving you, yet those affections remained unchanged and it gets stronger every single day without failing. That’s what we call the Love for a True Love (:

The Love with Happiness and Laughter creates cordial sets of joy within the life of you and me. Sometimes, I wonder how I would live without your presence because it simply impossible for me to breathe when there’s no mechanism as the stimulus to get my life going. When I first hold your hand, this feeling inside tells me that I Will Love you no matter what it takes and make you mine in anyways that I could even if its Ingenious. It seems to be idiotic but then love feels better when idiosyncrasy is felt between us.

At times, Memories were sweet like honey while sometimes it tastes so bitter and became too inedible. Those rough times that we have pulled through shows how strong out we are and also shows we are always there to Comfort each other (:

That is why it is not possible for me to live this Life without you because every day is a journey and I would want you to be with me throughout this Life(: To be Frank, I am very grateful to have you as My Wonders, I hope you know what they are. In a simplified version, she’s the Most Fantastic Wife I had, Perfect as she is because to me she is perfect. These are not words to Describe but she do have the Feature of a Lovable Wife(:

Frankly, she can be very Crazy, Fun, Lovely, Nonsense, Confusing, Cute, Sweet and finally,, A Cranky Wife(: But her Crankiness is not bad compared to me because she would Love to give two or more Tight Slaps when my nuisance came about.
You really don’t want to know, how it feels to get it(:
She did tell me, all the slaps is the “Sign Of Love”, So, I have to go with that quotation.
But, If Nur Hafeeza is not Cranky, It’s just not her[=

Apart from that, being with you is a Bliss(: I know I could rely on you on certain things, you bring me up when I’m down and cheered me up when I’m sad.
Although, she has got ingenious ways to cheer me up, it really do make me feel better(:
Sometimes, to a certain extent, I felt contented much because she cares for my well being and she wants me to be happy.

The reason: If I’m sad, her day will not be up so Bright(:

The next thing I Love about you, you know how to read my mind and predict my movement of Stupidity.
And you’ll do everything that you can to stop my nonsense(:
That shows me, you hate it when I hurt myself and stuff.
Plus, you cared so much about me when I had my injuries and you felt that, the injury can be Evitable(:

The Sweet memories we had together at the Beach, still fresh like Cookies that came out from the Oven moments ago.
The day when you and me had a great time together with loud and crazy laughter, stupidified faces, retarded act and more. The part we threw sands at each other, retaliation like some sort of husband and wife(:
We let out our feelings, knowing that you and I have a long way to go before we actually reach the start of life(:

I will always have you in my life, because you are mine and will always be mine till the last day I let off my last Breath, that is Forever! – Because you are the Angel in my heart and the Guardians of the Gates Love(:

As far as I know, my love towards you hasn’t change, not even a droplet. But it gets more complex and beautiful, you will now wonder on the Beauty of affectionate between two souls(:
I don’t deny it, that you’re the most Gorgeous lady in eyes, the lady that is full of perfections, the lady with outstanding character and the only Lady who could mesmerize me(:
Though you find it rather unbelievable or an outrage, but trust me you are
the most amazing wife (:

You once asked me, why I never get angry with you?
Just to let you know, I can’t find my reason to raise or lengthen my pitch at you. Being angry at you is never in mind and never will it be in mind. I don’t believe in harangues and scolding’s because it’ll just let you down. So, advise and words of encouragement is the most suitable way for me to get bring you up when you fall(:

Alternatively, the words would only open up your mind and it’s up for you think about it. It’s pointless for me to spot mistake when I myself am full of mistakes. I know, by raising my voice it would bring a much adverse effect to you(:
So, that’s not an option for me.
And I don’t find it appropriate to be angry at you because I’m the one who often make you feel frustrated(:

Yet, through all my nonsense and being the most nuisance guy in your life, you were still patient and able to take up my attitude. Frankly, you are the FIRST , who could really withstand my Nonsense and Crappiness. Not only that, you Love my Nonsense and wanting more of it(:
The reason on why I have reiterating this stuff, because I felt that there is a need to repeat since I myself have forgotten that I’ve brought my Wife too much frustration these days(:

Frankly, sometimes I felt rather uneasy after doing something that is not reasonable. Some sort like, the first minute I was fine and the next I became worried about you. Well, you know that apart from my badness and such, I do have the feeling of guilt inside me and I know what I did was undesirable. So, now you know why some part of the week, I didn’t sleep for days, this is the reason, I was thinking about you, hoping that you are well and forgive me for my Misdemeanor. Having the whole night to think about it, I realised many things that I did was without the use brain cells to mend the incorrect paths.

Although with all such frustration I’ve caused, you still Loved me like how you always do(:

That made me realised on how important you are to me(:
And now you know Oxygen has competence to its Importance in my Life(:
I feel rather complete when we are together, entangling our fingers occupying the spaces between them, like filling sacs of love on Empty spaces found in our Heart(:
It gave me the feeling that you are really mine, we were made to be with one another(:

Every day , Every hour, Every minutes and Every Seconds my misses for you never fades even for a second. The day without you is incomplete, the absence of your voice kept me yearning for the sound of you Every hour, the lost of your sight makes me wanting you to be near me Every Minute and the diffusing sweet fragrances of you turns the clouds darker every seconds(:

As I put my thoughts further towards all these words, I reminisce the time when we had our time together, it might be simple but it held loads of meaning.
Like some people says, “ Simple but luxurious, cheap but worth , cosy and comfort but the top of it, Enjoy what we have”(:

Although sometimes we never meet each other for days, I would want to ensure you that, my heart and soul is always and will always be there for you(:
Because I know you need them with you when you felt lonely and needed a companion when we are apart, I know you need me every time in your life, as you know being with me, everything will be fine and perfect like what you have wanted it to be(:

This is what I would always want you to remember:
Whatever happens, I’ll be always be there for you,

I Promise!(:

A poem For you:

Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.

Kiss your lips and touch your skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away all your pain and fear.

In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.

Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.

I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.

I Love You(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

Always!

and

Forever!

Epitome Of Love(:

2009-07-31T22:03:00.003+08:00

Hello World!!
Alright, just wana blog a little for Gf,, She's been restless this days(:
This is for ya Baby(:

For what i knw , i was in the Garden awaiting for my Beloved Lady(:
The night was dull,
so do the flowers,
The sky was not covered with Sparkling stars,
Covered with Words of Wanting and Misses(:
Out of Curiosity, Roses that initially was black turn Red(:
My lady's Presence makes the Roses red,
Because to see her lips, they blushed ,
Because of her beauty, they have got themselves Speechless.
In any words she does have the inner Aura that creates the Sense of being Lovable.
I have never felt in love like this,, till this lady came into my Life,
The lady whom i called Love, Nur Hafeeza(:
All the Misses and Love that i poured gave us the Strength to Pursue forward being Happy together.
Even though, sometimes we had quarrel and argues, you and I seem to learn we are meant to each other and we know the Colours never chnge when its suppose to.
So, do we(:
We adore each other, factly that we Look Cute and Adorable,, P.S, I'm Cuter!
We Love each other because it brought something to this world called Life(:
A much more thrilling, exciting yet fascinating life that we intend to surf up and enjoy the ride(:
Simultaneously, I have a Girlfriend a.k.a Wife. a.k.a Hunny a.k.a Babygirl that have the tolerance against my Nonsense to a point of no End.. (I guess)
A special build-in character that i really find meaningful and something to be thankful about(:
Many people finds my Nonsense to be very Irritating and would like to kept me Shut up,,
However, my GF loves the Nonsense(:
Which idk why(:
But I do know,, she'll be sad without listening to my Radio-FMD(:
I am very Grateful to have her in my Life, i appreciate the things that she has done and I know its something that can boost me up when I'm down.
And So, I should do the same, never let her down but Pull her up till She Touches the Stars in the sky(:

P.S Happy 16th Sweetheart(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

2009-07-27T15:12:00.004+08:00

Epitome Of Love(:

Hello World!!
Anyway,, was looking through the Pictures in my phone(:

I found that Photo of Gf(: (above)

That photo urge me to Blog a little,,

Oh ya,, She looks extremely Gorgeous aye![=

Apparently, i guess i had hurt her alot in terms of _____ !

But then, from the way i look at her, she's just one Awesome Wife(:

She wont get Angry, except for giving me One or TWO tight slap(:

or *Yakdish*

Although, sometimes she's very Cranky, I'm alright with it.

Her Cranky got style one,, Dun worry(:

Somehow rather, i felt that i'm wrong in smth.

Kay la,, Thats all=)

Gotta start this Blardy Engine,,

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

Just a short Note,,

I Love You Always Nur Hafeeza(:

One Week To Prelims!

2009-07-18T13:00:00.002+08:00

Hello Pueblo Picasso Ladidi=D
Hahahaha!!
Anyways, I havent put my fingers on the comp for like more then 2 weeks!
*Wow*, it seems like i missed alot of things that went on.
So, i took this opportunity to at least give an update on this Frequently Dust Bloggie,,
to ensure you guys,, Fhaaz is still alive and Breathing Peacefully=)
I bet Gf dying to see an Update on my Blog!=P
Hahaha,,
So,, let me relieve your MISSES on my Blog Updates yo!
Anw,, Gf been very Gorgeous this week(:
Smiling as always,, I'm content to see her White Teeths and Pantat(:

Yesterday, had emaths mock Paper One.
Seems to be Manageable and Easy to attempt.
Well, lets just wait for the outcome.
Duwan to talk about it,, Nnti Mcm ~!@#$$!!
hahaha,,
Before that,, Gf pranked me that she will not be coming for The Paper.
Guess what?!?!
She came and I was like,, This BABY asking for Some whacks on the BUTT!!
Really,, Really,, Afterwards, she had to go home..
Since, She was HOT and I melted upon her HOTness=)
HAHA!

Oh ya, I was Frustrated by this H1N1 Flu Babi!
Due to this Pandemic Flu,, The School's had to take Drastic Measures.
One of them was the Cancellation of Sports Fiesta!!!
This was totally unacceptable, I was Looking forward towards it.
And *POOF* Everything Gone!
Wah Lao!!
GRRR!!*
Its like, You Train like One Semangat Mamat(Gf called me that)
Then, everything goes down the Drain.
Wasted time and Effort!!

Hmmm,, One More Week to Prelims!
Beyond Circumstances, i have yet to prepare another 40% of My Revision.
So, now you know! Examinations suck big time and I dont wanna Flunk it this Time Round.
I have screwed it once and I will not reiterate it again.
Furthermore, It gauge me on my level of Preparation for O'levels.
So, i wont be Updating till Prelims end(:

Till here peeps(:
fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

I Love Nur Hafeeza(:
Nur Hafeeza Is Loved(:
Nur Hafeeza Will always be Loved,
By Muhammad Fhazrin(:

lalala~

2009-06-30T16:16:00.003+08:00

School's Fine Today.

Not that Sleepy(:

Absorbed knowledge without much Difficulty.

I surprised Gf in the morning with my Presence.

Temperature taking still sucks.

Emaths was fun.

Change class for English, went to Mdm Azzah's class.

Biolgy was fun too(:

I talk to Gf while on the Queue to buy food(:

She was Red and Hot(:

SS with Ms Koh was cool, kinda average.

Slept before school ends, suddenly felt so tired.

No AEP for today.

So, I decided to post a Pathetic Post(:

The End!

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

Take a step,
Mind the Gap,
I'm not far just beside you(:
Love You Hunny(:

Happy Father's Day!

2009-06-21T00:00:00.004+08:00

Happy Father's Day Dad(:

Another turn around the Sun for All Dad's huh!

Best Wishes Dad,

Mum, Brother and Me Loves You to the Max!(:

No words can Describe Him, Simply Because my Dad is Wonderful[=

Me Luve me Wife(:

2009-06-17T20:24:00.003+08:00

Hello World!
Today's update is a little Different(:
Deal with gf to write Fifty reasons.
So, here they are(:

The Fifty Reasons Why I Love Nur Hafeeza:
1. I Love Nur Hafeeza because she is the lady that I feel could live with me throughout this Life.
2. I Love her because she love and care about me. (Even my pantat)
3. I Love her because she is the lady who could withstand my Nuisance and Nonsense(:
4. I Love her because she has this Character that specially build within her.
5. I Love her because she is the lady that Misses me all Day Long.
6. I Love her because she has this Cute Smile that always shine my Dull Day(:
7. I Love her because she can put me into Confusion with just a few Words of hers!
8. I Love her because she means something Precious that I could not Reclaim when Gone!
9. I Love her because she is the one that I could pour my Pots of Love to(:
10. I Love her because i was kiddishly Besotted to her when I was a kid(:
11. I Love her because she understands me more than anyone does.
12. I Love her because she laugh at me at my Littlest Stupidity(:
13. I Love her because she is a lady with Strong Courage and Feelings(:
14. I Love her because the way you tickles me never had its failure.
15. I Love her because she is the one who Taught me and realise the Meaning of Love(:
16. I Love her for the way she answer my Nonsense question with Weird Cuteness.
17. I Love her for what she is and who she is in years to come(:
18. I Love her because she has this Compassion towards me(:
19. I Love her because she has Awesome hair With Silky feeling(:
20. I Love her for the she made me Smile Widely(:
21. I Love her because she is retarded just like Her Husband(:
22. I Love her because she looks outstandingly Adorable when she's Happy(:
23. I Love her because she Love Life like how i Do,, but she finds it Boring! Haha..
24. I Love her because she is my sense of Inspiration in Life(:
25. I Love her because she is the one the Could bring the Best in me(:
26. I Love her because she always the Climax of Excitement everytime in my Life(:
27. I Love her because she never gives up unless needed(:
28. I Love her because she is my Zest for this Life(:
29. I Love her because she Speaks with knowledge outcomes with Nonsense, I Love that(:
30. I Love her because she is very Particular about her work, just like me(:
31. I Love her because eversince she entered my Life, its like a River flow with Sugary Water(:
32. I Love her because my life feels 99% complete when she's around(:
33. I Love her because she has High Confidence in me(:
34. I Love her because she has thise sense of Tenderness and Sensuality(:
35. I Love her because i could the Aura of Love when you're beside me.
36. I Love her because Loving a wife is a Greatly Essential(:
37. I Love her because she wants to Bare my Child(:
38. I Love her because of how she forgive me when I did something wrong!
39. I Love her because she is the most Georgeous Lady that i could never put my eyes away(:
40. I Love her because she is Childish like I am, but a little bit Matured!
41. I Love her when her Imagination goes wild because we go GOO GOO GOO GAA GAA!(:
42. I Love her because she Loves me(:
43. I Love her because my loves towards is like an ink that Diffuses on water picturesque with Love(:
44. I Love her when she gives me the Smile after me kissing her(:
45. I Love her when She says she Miss me and wants me by her Side(:
46. I Love her because she is the only one and I will not Love another!
47. I Love her because she Respects my Decisions although she dont agree with it a little(:
48. I Love her because She wants me to be her Husband(:
49. Second lastly, I Love her because she is my Everything(:
50.Lastly, I Love Her Because I Love My Dearly Beloved Wifey(:

Thats My 50 Love for you(:

To You my Sweetheart:

Love is Sweet and you in with me,
It is Sweeter than sugary Puff that people find it sweet.
Because, Love is not how the sweetness feels,
But Love is how you show ur Sweetness and you Capability loving your other half(:
That how I show Love to you,
With Sweetness to Make you Smile and Happy(:
I Love You!(:

I Love You My SweetHeart(:

2009-06-07T22:54:00.003+08:00

Heyhey Humans(:
I'm here just to finish up my Deal with Girlfie(:

When we first fell in love, I thought that nothing could compare,
To the magical romance,
That you and I had come to share.
The romance we had are Extraordinary and it comes within us.
The inner Heart always reiterate the Mind, I Love You and I Always Will(:
But as time passed, feelings deepened, Love Occured even more like Effervescence only Diluted.
And our closeness grew, closer than the spaces found between water.
The romance turned into Something real and something I Will Look out for,
When you're with me, because I know, we are Eternally Together(:
I was touched deeply in my Heart,
Because,
Your care for me never fade but grew even more,
Your care is Simply what I Want and Need throughout this Life.
It seems no one does that except for You Sweetheart,
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness with every word and touch.
I know I can depend on you for Everything(:
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding that you always give to me.
The patient you had in you to withstand the Unbearable Nonsense of mine.
It seems like you knew that, My Nonsense lights up your Dull and lack of Colours Day(:
There’s a special kind of happiness,
That only love can bring,
That only Love could Provide and widen this World with Brightness and Colours.
You are the One with Outstanding Characteristic and Personalites,
That always get me up When i'm down, and could read my mind at most Random Times.
There's infinite reasons for me to list them all out,
I can simply Specified, all the Reasons are in your Hand,
You could Disclose them when you truly feel its time to read understands them all you Heart(:
Those Reasons are the reasons to Why I Love you(:
Through all these words that i've been unfolding throughout this post,
They are true and will always be true(:
I put my Heart and Soul in Writing this For you(:
Even Though, it might not seem that Fantastic.
I think its rather Worthwhile reading it My Dear.
You are My Everything Dearlove!(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:
*iiillllyyyy*

Associated With Sardines..

2009-06-05T19:38:00.004+08:00

Yeah, This is Us Baby(:

The Sweetest moments are the moments where our Lips touched.

The feel of your Lips is Pure and Fragrance, tastes more Like Chocolate only Sweeter(:

The Moments where Love comes By, When our Faces meet.

Yearning for Voices and Sight, Missing the Kisses and the warmest Embrace that we had before(:

Embracement of You and Me, is Equivalent to Magnetic Attraction of Hearts!

Combined equations of Physics and Biology, Dont forget Chemistry.

This Love I have for this Damsel in Distress blends all these qualities of Science=D

I have got a Magnetic attraction, my heart feels So Loved when I'm with her and The particles of Love bonded

So Hard that even the Hottest Temperature couldnt break the Bonds(:

Its neither Covalent nor Ionic.

But then, the Bond is known as Lovelentic Bond(: Hahahaxx*

Every Words that you Expressed meant Something, Every Facial Expression that you gave Meant something that

I couldnt put in words because its more complex than the Code Of Da Vin Ci.

Every Smile of Yours provides me little much more Oxygen to Breathe.

Every Litres of Love that you Poured on me, is what I Need to have you With Me(:

Because, in my Path of Life, Even though I'm Strong, I might be weak in Handling in Some areas.

You are the Pole and Pillar that make me Stand Tall(:

I Need You in My Life(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

Huahuahua(:

2009-06-04T21:21:00.003+08:00

Heyhey Humans(:
Here to update a lil bit!

With Every Droplets, Comes Love!
With Every Feeling of Love , Comes Romance!
With Every Romance, Comes Something beyond Love!
This is Impossible when You're not in my Life,
Its like a Rhythm without its Rhyme(:
Like the Sky without Clouds to Beautify its Sight,
Plus its Like me without Someone Like you to Love,
And tell the Great Stories of Love about You and Me to Our GrandChildrens(: *
To me,
A soft kiss is a gental breeze,
I wish that Everything could pause for a single moment,
Moments for us to Express the Love Within(:
Sometimes,
For me to savor this dream,
The sun shines on so cold,
Shadowy earth Illuminates the light into dark corners,
And warming up hearts and souls,
So, I could Let you sit.
Warm in My arms,
Wishing that this day could last forever.
This is the Wish, that i hope would be Eternal.
Because you are the Only Love I need!
Loving another is an Impossible Note with a Uncertainty that I would Risk my Life to Survive.
A place that i thought i would survive is altered with imminent Threats, without your Presence!
Because, You are the Only Person I Love(:
These has made me a Wise Guy, understanding the Bitterness and Sweetness of Life.
In Short, I Want You in my Life(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:
*ily*

I Miss You!

2009-06-02T10:53:00.003+08:00

Definition Of love,

Love is a feeling that you have for Someone.

For example, me, I have this unconditional Feeling of Love towards Nur Hafeeza(:

Thats what it simply means.

Loving someone is Blissful and Being a Passionate Lover is a Privilege.

Have you ever wonder, Why something Picturesque with Love is full of Admirations?

If you relate to Chemistry, in Titration, why is there a Chnge of Colour for Every Mixture?

Every drops of Solvent plays a part in creating a New colour, either Colourful or Dull..

Thus, you would simply admire those that attracts you best.

So, its completely the same thing.

When something attracts you, means the Feeling of Love is there(:

Apart of Loving, The feeling of incompleteness filled every Single Day for 24hours.

In 24hours, theres bla bla bla Minutes and bla bla bla Seconds.

So, every tick of the Clock builds up this feeling.

At the end of the Day, a Mount of Everest feeling Of Missing You is Formed.

Its not common, that i said I "Miss You" all the time at thru text or Verbally=)

Since, this feeling always pops up every second of my Life.

Either during the day, Mid-Day or Night or Even dawn(:

Furthermore, without the Sight of My beloved Girlfriend, I felt the Day was Dull and lack of Colours to cover every patches of Uncoloured Feelings(:

Hence, the purpose of me Writing this Post!

To Eradicate those feeling of Misery and fill it with Love and Misses towards Her(:

So yeah, I Miss You Dear Hunny(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

Date With Girlfie(:

2009-06-01T20:24:00.008+08:00

Thats My Girlfriend(:
Smile while munching(:

HEYLO HUMANS(:

I'm Wacky Back once again!

Okay, For a start, I would want to Say Three Words!

I Miss You Hunny(: Ohhh, Its Four*

Well, Today was my MT O Level Paper.

It turns out to be Pretty average, but its Simple yet VERY Tricky.

I hope A1 is something that i Could Achieve(:

Somehow rather, i felt rather much relieve while writing out my thoughts and knowledge on that thin pieces of

writing paper.

Even though, i was fickled with some unknown Solutions.

But then, its okay, its all Over for now=D

Bla..bla..bla..bla..bla*

Girlfie and Me had a Simple Date just now(:

Went to JP!

So, we had a Great time together and plus we havent met each other for quite a time.

We too had a Routine, for every Date.

Walk, Joke and Laugh,,

Walk, Joke and laugh,,

Walk, Joke and Laugh,,

Walk, Joke and Laugh our Ass Off=D

Hahahaxx..*

Seriously, I Love It when Girlfie's being in her Cute Character.

They really makes me wna Hug her Like a Bear.

So, went to catch a Movie, Angels and Demons!

The Movie was Awesome! They have this Source of wanting to Find out what happen next.

But yet, Girlfie and I had a Great Hubby and Hunny Time(:

We laughed even somethings thats not Funny, I think I somehow looked Clown to her.

A look at my Face, she'll burst into Laughter! Hahas!

But I love it when she Laugh, once she's happy I'm Very well Contented(:

Really,,Really,, Hahax!

After a Great Movie, comes a Great Food=D

Talking about Food, we always fickled towards what to eat.

ESPECIALLY that Girlfie of mine!!

Alamak, Mcm nk Cubit jek itu Panat! Really,,Really,,=D

But hor, my pantat much better for Pinching.

Its cute plus its small and Cuddly=) Hahahax..!

Then, bla..bla..bla.bla

We headed home(:

Sometimes, I realised Dating with Girlfie is Undescribely Fun..

When we hold hands and stuff, the Feeling of Completeness is always there.

Thats why the one who i could pour my Love to is, My Girlfriend(:

She's one of a kind that nobody not even one has her Outstanding Character.

The most Caring , Understanding and Superbly Crazy Hunny(:

Just like me, but to compare her Retardness, She overheads me=D

HAHA!

I guess thats all for today(:

See ya guys around.

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

Oh Baby,

I Love You(:

I Dont Know, Dont Ask Me

2009-05-27T21:53:00.003+08:00

Heylo Humans(:

Actually, i dont really wanna blog today or so called NOW.

Just that, something urge me to blog.

Oh well, lets start reorganising my Memories into Words.

First and Foremost, Hot-housing for Mother Tongue was Splendid.

We did loads and loads of Revision, that has a diverse effect of improvement on Every single aspect of Weakness in my Language.

Afterwhich, i realise my writings and the use of vocabulary substantially at its peak with Beautiful phrases and idioms being the substance that Beautify my Storyline=D

Other than that, nothing more that i can elaborate since everything are just normal routines especially LAUGHING and NONSENSE!

I emphasised on both criteria since the Class is Superbly Unpredictable(:

Plus, I'm one of them who never stops spitting our Nonsense.

Really,,Really,,Really,,!

Somehow rather, I could create an Equation for this Particular topic.

Oh ya, a remembrance just flicked through my thoughts.

Mother Tongue O Level paper is just next week, approximately 4 days more=D

Anyway, I'm yet to be nervous, i'm kinda 70% prepared.

So, i barely hope that, another 3 days would have a tremendous increase in the level of Preparation or i'll be screwed.

Seriously, this something that i shd not take lightly, i duwna retake MT for the Second time-.-

Waste Time? No, the time could be use for other subjects=D

HAHA!

*Serious Look*

Talking about Screwed.

I'm screwed up in some areas of My Life, currently now, at some parts.

Not about Family, School, Studies, Friends nor Relationship.

I screwed something that is utmostly importance to Human Race.

That is Trust.

I Broke a Trust, a trust that i could hardly regained in a week or two.

Its a trust that would take months or years to come, for it to regain.

This is something that I learn, that held a veritably significance.

I took everything for Granted and not aware of Consequences.

I felt Guilty for my MisDemeanour.

Really deep inside, i cudnt stop the Heart from sending Impulse of Guilt.

Every Seconds poundered me like Boulder find its way through a small Tunnel.

While water oozing its way out through a Barrage.

Even so, i should not be taken aback through this Downfall.

I know, i could find a solution to put things back to Normal and Way better than Before.

Currently, my mind's like a flickering light, haywired with entangled wire that could put in a Black Screen any minute.

Well, thats my update for today.

Not in the mood for Nonsense and stuff.

Goodbye World(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

I feel Guilty

I feel Bad

I feel Sorry

I feel Everything that you Feel.

This words are still floating around my mind like Pieces of Paper.

Only lighter.

I'm Sorry Sweetheart=(

Girlfriend Miss my Bloggie(:

2009-05-15T14:54:00.002+08:00

Hello Humans(:
I'm back again yawww!!
So yea, Girlfriend Miss my Post so Much that she insisted me on Blogging.
Here it is=D
Hmmmm... Let see, what's there to talk about.
Okkay, i got something in mind! Hurray*
Since i've got nothing to talk about, let use my brain to do the thinking and my fingers to do the talking in this Unsightly blog of mine.

Thinking Cap*
Recently, the outbreak of H1N1 flu has made me more vigilant about my surroundings.
Other than, Hygiene plays a vital role towards this detrimental virus.
Fortunately, it was not as critical like the SARS few years back.
Perhaps it would never be as bad as SARS.
Currently, Mum has been very particular when she sees me not doing the right washing style.
She would harangue me longer than the time i took to wash my hands.
That happen EVERYtime when i wash my hands infront of her.
I could somehow pick up a point, that i never learn my lesson(:
Hahahaxxx..*
Lesson has to be learned somehow, but for me, only valuable lessons are supposed to be kept in mind spontaneously without any reiterated actions.
Anyway, it kinda work for me, though its effiency rate is average.
Significantly, mums too very particular about temperature at home.
My house felt like a place for Quarantine, only that its spacious and quarterly-luxurious=D
Seriously.
Oh ya,,
Let me tell you a Short Story about me Being an Entirely Lame Comedian while I was Sick.
So, here it goes.
On this particular day, i just came home from school.
I told my mum that i was sick.
She was not listening to my Murmuring voice(:
I feel like i was squeaking throughout that sentence.
I didnt take a shower and straight went to bed without taking my TEMPERATURE.
HAH!
Guess what, Mum came in and she feels kinda warm while standing a few Centimetres away from me.
She said, " Kenapa rasa macam panas nie?"
Means, why does it feels warm!
She touched my forehead and she was dumbfounded that i was having a fever,,
I was awake when she feels my forehead, i started smiling from Ear-to-Ear.
She asked whether i took my Temperature,, I said NO!
Continuing with Unnecessary Crap,,, Take Temperature for what?!?! I'm 17 years old and I can read my Tempearture through Instinct.
"Ahhh See,, My mind says.. I'm not Sick" =)
Instinct good kan kan kan kan...?
You know what happened to me...?
Mum gave me my Second BLOODY LONG HARANGUE that i Could not ANGKAT!!-.-
WAH LAO!!
So, from then on, I decided not to play with Temperature already=D
Learn a valuable but Cheap lesson(:
Hahahhaxx...

Okay thats for my Update!

Here's something for Girlfriend=)

FOUR Beautiful Things About Her:

She's Georgous=)
She's Cute
Lovely little Girlfriend(:
She's Caring About me=)))

So, thats all for now(:

See ya again Humans.

Some other time I suppose!

fhaazLOVESfeeza![=

A post for Mummy(:

2009-05-10T18:03:00.006+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY IBU(:

Today, it resembles a day whereby we should recognise our mum's deed who Grew us up till what we are Right Now. But, is it just this special day that we show we care and love them like a boys promise. Certainly not, if I reminisce everything, the first minx that my mum gave birth to is my Brother. From that first breath of him, i realised the lady became my mum(:

Afterwards, as years goes by, days passed with more like a speed of a running turtle, I'm now 17 years old. In this 17 years, while under the care of my mum, I feel secure because she's protective over my Life, i never felt hungry because food are always serve on the table and i never feel the hurry for my uniforms because mum would always be there to iron them. However, i took it for granted, not realising the fatigue that my mum has to bare just to ensure everything is perfect. Sometimes, as i recalled my rudeness towards her, the memories that flips through the pages makes me feel like redeeming myself and kneel down to beg her forgiveness. Every tears that roll down my mum cheeks, felt like a razor that cut through the inner surface of my heart. On a worser circumstances, i feel like giving myself a tight slap on my face for doing such indespicable insolent act.

At times, i imagined a day without my mum's presence, it somehow felt like the world's came crashing down. Furthermore, if you are someone not fond of doing house chores, wouldnt your house looks like a pigs den sooner or later? Hhahahax..*

Frankly speaking, sometimes we treat our mum like a talking statue and repents when she's not anymore in this world. So, from what i learn, we should treasure our time with our Beloved mum and always be filial.

A good mum never come Twice in a Lifetime.

A true mum, is the One who nags at you without a Halt.

Thats a sign that she cares and wants you to be a better person in life.

Thus, here is my Mother's Day Post(:

Enjoy!

I love You Mum(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

2009-05-09T20:53:00.003+08:00

Hello World!
My blog got dusty once again, so let me clear it up a little.
Actually, there's nothing much for me to speak out this days.
Since daily routine has been the same all the time.
*Thinking*

Think... Think... Think...
Okay, lets talk about yesterday.
Frankly speaking, yesterday's Emaths AEP was the first time i could really utilise my brain to its optimum.
I will tell you the reasons behind the Unveiled story.
Usually, the class was filled with numerous raucous people who really have no consideration for those who needs to get THEIR ENGINE STARTED!
I was disappointed plus i get influated everytime this loquacious people starts opening their mouth for no significant importance.
Fortunately, there's a split up of class for yesterday.
I can really concentrate with much more conducive and peaceful environment.
Somehow rather, laughing during class is Essential for better Enhancement of Working(:

So, met up with girlfie after AEP(:
Went home with her.
Tooot,, tooot,,tooot,,tooot,,tooot,,
Something happened, and i should not elaborate about it.
haha ;D
I think its kinda Confidential=P

Kay lurh, till here.
Will update again someday(:
Ohh, Before I end,
I Miss You So Much Hunny![=
Come back soon!

fhaazLOVESfeeza[=

Dont you worry syg(:
I will always be with you, really.
Its alright to stay weak, bcoz i'll be there to make you Stronger.
Hahs,
I Love You(:

Loud Laughter

2009-04-29T22:28:00.004+08:00

Hello Humans(:
Well, here I am again updating my often Dead Blog.
Since I have nothing better to do and my Wife challenged me for an update exactly by 10.30pm
Hahaha.. But trust me, that wont happen(:
Let's summarise about today, its somehow dry as dust but last week's worst with the Humidified Weather.
I felt rather uncomfort studying with such conditions, somewhat very disturbed when i tried to Concentrate.
Furthermore, i am always fatigue by the High Dehydration rate, so i have no choice but to Hibernate(:
In order to replenish the Loss Energy.
*hahahahaxx...

Basically, after school, wifey and I went for a Movie Date today.
We watched 17 Again at Causeway Point Cathay.
A Great movie with Great Humour in it, I recommend everyone to watch it(:
Seriously, the movie have had got the Factor that could Crack everyone to Laughter
One of them is ME!
The guy who Laughed his ass Off so loud that he dont even Realise it.
Wifey was like, " Awk! ketawa maintain arh..."
"Giggling!"
I said to her while having some giggling side effect " Kite tk buleh Angkat.. hahaha!"
Anyway, i dont think she MIND my loud laughter, I think she likes it when i Laugh(:
So, it doesnt matter.. HEHE*
On the whole, wifey and I had a great time together together(:
Doing dumb stuffs and being dumb randomly anywhere.
I feel Really Happy when she's around me, she adds on the Happiness with her Kiddy Character.
Haha, How can I not Love my Wife?!?!
A Superb and a lovable wife(:
So bla bla bla...
Went off at arnd 7pm and headed Home(:

Kay thats all(:
This is just a Simple not Cheem Update Request from my Wife!
Here you go...
Till here Peeps(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza![=

I Love You(:

Woohoo!

2009-04-24T20:45:00.006+08:00

Hey Peeps!
It seems like Light Years since i last touched my Blog.
There's nothing appropriate for me to update about.
Furthermore, life getting Stressful and i'm somehow filled with Depression.
HAHA!!
Reall ah Really ah... Not Joking.
My brain has been going through Unconditional Sensation Of Thoughts.
Controlling every Braincells in mind, causing detrimental vicious hazard to my brain.
Woooo... Cannot Tahan.
I've never had that kind of Hard Thoughts before, only recently.
Last week to be exact, after receiving all the Mid Year papers.
The world's came Crashing down on me.
How tragic is that?
Its saddening to encounter such Devastating yet an Eye Opener situation.
But, the fact that it opens every doors in my Mind...
To ensure every Words, Phrases and Sentences of encouragement or an inspiration to penetrate inside towards the Chamber of the Heart(:

Lets Change the Topic for now.
YESTERDAY, My Officially Semi-Legal Birthday(:
Lets sing a song for me.

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday To Muhammad Fhazrin(:
Happy Birthday to You!

Indian version(:

Yappy birday to vou,
Yappy birday to vou,
Yappy birday to Fhazrin(:
Yappy birday to vou!

A fren of mine taught me that...
Hahaxx....*

Anyway, it was a Splendid Celebration.
Shocking yet Amazing Day for yesterday.
And And..
To all My Family, Friends and Beloved Wife(:
Thanks for Everything.. Especially to This Beloved Mangkok Wife of Mine(:
Presents, Water, Flour and Eggs... Just to name a few.
I'm grateful to have this people on my 17th Birthday!
What's more with wishes coming in without a halt.
Those feeling really touched me Deeply.
And to My Dearest Wife, Nur Hafeeza Binte Sattakir,
Millions Thanks Baby!...
For everything you have done for me,
Everything and it held humongous amount of Memories that i would want to keep Eternally.
I appreciate it like Tons of Diamond outer layered with Love(:
Love You Sweetheart!(:
And to Nurul, Sya, Dayah... Naming a few(:
Also to those who embrace themselves to make the Letter a.k.a Card.
Thank You the Many the Much The More(:
HAHA!
Hope that, its not an encumbrance for you guys to Prepare all this aye!

Okay!
Headline for the Night(:
Parents Teacher Conference!!!
A top heat.. It seems that PTC has come to an Extreme Exposure of Life.
It has this substantial and intrique uncommonly voiced Experience.
I was caught up with the stories that really open up my heart.
Why make your life Hard?
Live life like how you did before.
Dont ever change with reckless attitude scoundering every Drop of Sweats you work for or your Parents did for you.
That really Wake Me up, Words doesnt seems to affect me during the late days.
But now, everything means something and it helds something that i've long yearning for but not able to achieve it.
I analyse of what went wrong?
Even I myself could not see what is wrong, but i know something is wrong somewhere.
That's when people like Dad, Mum, Teachers, Friends and Even Wife came to mediate my misdemeanour to recur those crooked and narrowed paths.
How i wonder, time could reverse itself so that i could justify those injustices.
Looking back and wanting for a Revamp is not appopriate but I have continue this incomplete and speculated journey, varify every single matter that is incompatible to me.
So, that what i have to say for now.
Its useless to say so much but changes are yet too far to sight.
Actions are louder than words, Stones are hard but has no Competence to the Ocean.
Realises that I'm wrong, I'm being complacent for no apparent reason.
There's a point why I experienced such inevitable and unscrupulous situation.
That's all(:

Okay Guys, This is it.
I've spat every Thought i have.
Enjoy Reading(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

I never forgot a Moment.
Its our Destiny my Dear(:

idk what to write ;D

2009-04-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to you ,

happy birthday to muhammad fhazrin ♥,

happy birthday to you! [:

happy 17th birthday hubby! ;D

you're one year OLDER now. hehes.

well , enjoy your special day [:

anw, i would like to apologise if i did anything wrong ;

for not being there for you or to cheer you up when you're down.

cause sometimes i need to cheer myself up before cheering you up [:

ku tk percaya hingga saat ini,

masih saja engkau ada dan menggenggam cinta.

kini ku mengerti erti kesetiaan yg kau tunjukkn padaku selama ini kasih.

ku tkkn kecewakan , semuanya trlalu indah.

aku kini slalu ada hanya utkmu.

tanpa dirimu ku tau ku tkkn begini.

biar semua mnjadi saksi cinta kita.

bersemi indah dilubuk hatiku , smpai akhir nanti.

dgn kekuatan cinta , semua mungkin terjadi[=

yours truly ,,

hafeeza ;

Wasted a Quarter of A year

2009-04-05T20:36:00.005+08:00

Hey Peeps(:
First and foremost, I MISS MY GIRLFRIEND a.k.a Wife!(:
Its been more than a month since I last touched my Blog.
I apologise deeply for this inactiveness.
Well, apart of that, thanks to my Wife who updated it beforehand with such colourful and unique way of Posting.

So,
First thing First..
Mid-Year Examinations ended last week Thursday.
Overall View, atrociously done and hideous results might be the outcome.
So, according to the Heading, Wasted a Quarter of A year!
Yeah, I simply agree with that statement.
As a matter of fact, I just screw up my future for this Term.
Argh! Influated much, but i shall not exaggerate such situation which already past and could not be brought back to the present.
Sad and Disappointed.
Alas, what can i do? Nothing!
Indeed, there's a way... That is,, To wake up my Bloody Idea and Choose the Path of My life.
I have to make my own Decision, a VERY wise ones! Every decision that is decided will decide the Brightness or Dullness of my Future.
As i give a thought about it, Every minute that passed give me the sense of Creepiness.
A creep that I myself could not hung on to it.
Most people says that, we failed because we fail to plan...
thus they simply put it that... We plan to fail!!
Those are Jerks, trust me!
We dont plan to fail, just that we fail to go according to what we have planned.
Hence, we should blame ourselves for our ruthless PROCRASTINATIONS.
The mother of all Screw Ups in Life(:
So, as thoughts get inner towards the Cranial System=P (Biology Mau ada Beb~)
I could hardly imagine myself 10 years down the road...
I asked myself a few questions..
What I want in Life?
What I want to do?
What I want to have?
What do I want achieve in life?
This questions are meant to be the Doorway of Success.
I believe, if i could answer those with My Heart and Soul, at the same time..
Doing the necessaries to make those questions a reality in my life with every Drops of Sweat from my very own Hardwork.
Yeah, thats what i have to do(:

Enough of Life,
Lets get a Life for now.
So, after the last paper, had a Date with Hunny(: On 2nd April 2009!
Went Sentosa to Chill ourselves.
We had a Great time together.
Catching up what we left out.
A few hours at the Beach do bring some memories back(:
Yeah, we wrote something on the sand.
Took picts with retarded faces.
Woohoooo!!! Framed every Snap of Photos with all the Love we had.
Making Every photo a meaningful ones that held loads of meaning inside.
Okay, after that, we washed up and headed to VivoCity.
Almost miss out the Movie, The Unborn.
But then, I walked like a Speed of Running Turtle.
We reached 10mins earlier(:
Hunny was greatly amazed by my walking speed.
HAHA!!
Bought our Tickets and Off to the Movie.
Well, the Movie was Average.
A rating of 3/5.
I was Dumbfounded though.
haha!
Okay, after that had our so called Lunch+ abit of Dinner at BK!
Then, we spend our time together-gether at the skypark.
Oh ya, Hunny had a Massage Session(:
Guess what, I massaged her leg till bruises start to appear.
Thats the sign of Healing.
Btw, she was moaning for quite sometime.
But, for her sake, I had to continue massaging(:
About a quarter to Seven, We left Vivo.
Headed home(:
Dead tired by then.
I forgotten what time I slept last Thursday.
HAHA!
Alrite thats all for now.
Sufficient update for a month untouched Blog.

Kay la, See ya around Peepos(:
fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

ILY!

you light up my life(:

2009-03-31T21:38:00.005+08:00

hheyhey(:

this is the post in return for the post you made for me a few wks ago(:

the first time we met , i knew i had a friend.

the thing that i did not know was that i would want to love you till the very end.

i crave for your presence , i yearn to hear you.

i understand more , because of you.

you taught me to be strong, showed me what is right from wrong.

never left me on my own.

you're always by my side each time i needed strength.

never failed to understand.

i'm the first on your mind each and every time.

what more can i ask?

you've done your very best.

i'm the first in all you do.

i'm complete because of you.

there's so much that i must do to live my dreams for you.

i'll always be there right by your side.

you never should run and hide.

whenever you need me, i will be waiting to give you everything.

so don't ever deny this love we share.

for better or worse boy , i'll be there.

i just can't seem to get enough of your love.

boy , you're one of a kind.

can't imagine this life without you , never felt so complete.

i'm gonna love you even when we're old and grey.

all you need to know is,

our relationship is a rare gift ; one that brings us extraordinary happiness(:

kay la till here then,

hafeeza(:

feezaLOVESfhaaz(:

My Wife Request(:

2009-03-08T21:40:00.006+08:00

Heyhey Peeps!

Okay, First and foremost...

I Miss My Wife So Damn Much(:

Hehehe...

Since its a Request from wifey for an Update.

Lets start a proper update, Hunneh waiting for them.

Well, nothing much happened last week.

A few unrecognised events played a part in my life.

I'm lazy to elaborate about it.

Anyways, i realised as days goes by i began to proscr

astinate.

Procrastinates without realising that it has already went beyond its limit.

A bestfriend of mine told me, to procrastinate is normal for human.

HEHE!! So, i'm not in the Wrong.

I'm a Human! Haha..

But he also says that, I'm wrong because i failed

to ask why I procastinate.

Den, i asked myself.. Why i do that?

What a small world... I could not give an answer for that.

Surprisingly, today i did my work conscientiously although there is a little of hesistant to do so.

But i managed to overcome those unwillingness.

Effectively, i realised that too much of procrast

ination is unHEALTHY!

Delay of work means work is undone which will bring about laziness to work.

Like an equation with all its solution and answers aye=)

haha.. alrite enough of Procrastinations.

Something fabulous that i'm gona talk about.

MID-YEAR Examinations.

The thought has been wondering inside my mind for some time.

I felt rather afraid or unprepared.

Well, i should be feeling those anyways.

Since, i'm half way done with preparations.

Like OhMyFriedChickenWithChilli!

Talk about food.

I ate my own made Pizza!

It was SUPER DELICIOUS!

I can assure you with that.

Somehow, i felt that my hand got Magic.

HAHA!!

Really... Really...

Betol TAK Bedek.

kay, thats shd be all for today.

My brain's too tired for thinking.

Oh..

Before i forgot(:

Here's something for you Wifey(:

Reflections of you is my reflection.

Because I Love You, You Love me(:

Simple As that.

HEHE! I Love you Hunneh(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

Updated

2009-02-27T23:52:00.005+08:00

Heyho Peeps(:

Long time no see huh....?

hahahaha...

Been very busy this days.

Hectic larh deii.

I bet wifey MISSES my post.

Well, today i skipped AEP.

Not due to errands that i have to run.

Just that, i kinda think that the benefits i gain is lesser than normal.

I could not absorb much information into my head as you know my class is somehow cloistered, filled with enormous amount of racous bunch of people inside.

So yeah, a HUGE distraction for me to study.

Initially, I was indecisive.

After much consideration and great juvenile courage, i skipped with a few of my friends.

Hahaha...

Its not a crime to Skip AEP aye!

Furthermore, its for my own good(:

What's the point of being present when i simply do nothing.

Hehe..(:

Ouh, btw.. Wifey really Look Pretty today(:

Well, she looks Pretty most of da time yaww!!

Hahaha...

So, went for NCC!

Same old routine.

I realised something after weeks of trainings.

I could see the enthusiast and readiness of several Part C's to lead the Trainings.

Except for some, who are still struggling to manage themselves and other relevant conditions.

Jeopardising the situation, when some people creates problem in within them.

I guess it would probably a great tension inside them.

Whatever it is, when we step down, i just wna see a decent Unit with a Sustainable Gold Award Each Year.

I hope that will happen.

Which eventually will happen because the expectations in Unity NCC Air is Achievable(:

Thats all for now peeps(:

I wna jump and head the pillow.

I'm Blardy Tired!

See ya when i see ya..!

I Love You Hunneh(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

(:

2009-02-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

a simple love post <33

2009-02-15T00:03:00.009+08:00

to dearest boifyy, i seriously don't know how to write a good post for you. since it's a request from you in the middle of the night , i'll try my very best to do it specially for you(:

ilysm fhaaz(:

and this is love(:

once again, you are ,,

yours trulyy ,, hafeeza(:

when i'm with you,

i'll make evry second count.

cause i miss you,

whenever you're not around <3

Mind Speaks

2009-01-31T16:15:00.006+08:00

Hey Guys(:
I'm Back once again.
Well, the horizon seems Empty without You! I Miss You Girlfie(:
Lets recall the past three days.
Somehow an event which I myself would not take it Lightly.
This workshop has made me to open up my MIND, EYES and HEART.
Enabling me to look at things at a different perspective and spot the cracks of hidden messages at every angle.
I have been capturing the values the trainers tried to instill inside us.
Being that, we could change for the better and not ending up as a LOSER.
We have to face the facts its not easy to change.
But still I could see Spirits of Flying eagles that has a High Quality of Principles.
The Principles which is useful enough to buckle our lowly esteemed Self.
The Principles which I guess is Important to have them in Life.
The Principles of taking Risk and being able to survive in such conditions.
Even with such Principles, we do have to choose the choices before we could even try it out.
This Quote, CHOICES has its CONSEQUENCES!
I find it uttermost meaningful throughout the workshop..
I'll take this words for life and deeply trench inside me.

Apart of that.
I was taken aback when they talk about Parents.
My mind was fogged with questions.
Have I been rude to them?
Am I treating them with love?
Did I hurt them in such a way too deeply?
Have I Neglected them?
Have I failed their duty as my Parents?
I was deeply disheartened by the tear jerking stories.
Every words , phrases and sentences meant something to get us realise that our Parents are the Most important Humans in this World.
With clearer senses, I wonder a day without my mum...
Will there be food served on the table?
Who will wash the clothes?
Imagine without this Wonderful, Magnificent and Lovely Mum of us.
What will our life be?
Ask yourself....
I bet we'll be living in Chaos and our life will not be what we have now.
Because,
She's the one who kept reminding us about stuff and being over protective for our safety.
She puts her life before us.
Carrying this Minx for Nine Months inside the womb.
She could read everything inside our Mind and Hearts.
She's the one who kept our well-being.
We owed her something that is NEVER enough to paid By Monetary Perfection.
But with LOVE and RESPECT.

But for One thing I know.
We would not be here Without the Person who Cheats while Playing=P
Our Dad.
The most outstanding man who stands beside our mum all night.
Just to Mould our Character.
Lead us to the point, which we could choose our own path.
To go further beyond our potential and Greater Heights in the Future.
Yeah, thats all.

The three days workshop has somewhat insert me with intrique complexion for me to think wisely.
To think that, the reality is realistic and its real.
I can no longer be naive and be light handed in handling things.
I Must have this BELIEF inside me.
To boost my morale and accomplish my goals for my future.
The goals that will change every corners of my Life.
Engaging the Reality into this Life, I feel much more Awake.
I'm able to see the wider side of this World.

Alrite.
Thats all for now(:
I'm off.

IMYSFM!!!
ILYSFM!!
IWYSFM!!
IWABWY!!
I LOVE YOU Syg(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:

Haha! I'm Back

2009-01-23T20:16:00.003+08:00

Hello Peeps(:
I've been rather lazy to update my blog.
Since my GrandDaughter motivates me to update.
So, here it goes.
A short one perhaps.

Apparently, school schedules been very hectic.
Due to schoolworks and CCA.
Well, I decided to get myself momentarily solitude from blogging.
Hahaha.. But hey, halt from blogging doesnt mean my life been less interesting.
Just that, its not easy to describe and put it in to words of Wonder.
Also, to blog about those inside my mind do take minutes from my hours.
Hahaha...
Apart of that, piles of homeworks and upcoming test also occupy my time to blog.
So yea, I'm a Busy Man ya know(:

Okay.
Today, I went for self training with girlfie.
Since she wna follow due to her boredom.
Hahaha...
It was fun.
Kept making Dumb stuffs and girlfie kept laughing at it.
She loves to see my Almost-to Flat-Butt.
Really...!!
Ya know, small butt is equivalent to Cute Butt(:
hahaha...
So yea, i got Cute Butt!(:
Apart of that, Spending time with Girlfie is somehow Wonderful.
I felt at Ease when she's around(:
I Love You So Much Baby!(:

Alrite, Thats all for now=)

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

(:

2009-01-09T19:59:00.007+08:00

Hey peeps(:
Long time no see huh?!?!
Hehe...
So yea, people been pestering me to update.
Well, i've been very busy with studies lately.
Sec5s is tougher than i thought.
But somehow, i felt more active and relatively much more diligent in my work.
WOooo!!!!
That's my New Year Resolution!
Say a BIG NO to Lazy.

Today's CCA open house.
Not that spectacular unlike the years before.
The performance were Commendable likewise the others too.
I didnt do much down there except for guiding some of the juniors and interacting with the current Sec1s.
On the whole, everything went well and i had a good time with my Cliques and also with those that had just graduated.
Its sort of a happy moment to see those who was in the same batch as me to come back and heat the spirit and get the game going.
Its just so wonderful and technically it do bring bonding between the family.
Just that, i felt so in a wrong mood.
With much inconvenience that i have caused.
Although,
The surrounding felt cool but the day doesnt feel comfortable and its somehow not complete.
And Yeah, I've got to be honest about this.
Without Girlfie, I'm like in a place that doesnt have its habitants.
ARGH!!!
I guess...
I've been thinking too much.
Ohhh well, I shall calm myself down.

kay lurh, i shall end here.
I dunch know when i'll be back.
Just wait for some tetchy post that will appear anytime.
See you peeps!!

Anywaes,
Here's For my Beloved Syg.
I apologize if i have hurt your feelings.
I know sometimes, i'm a nuisance.
A nuisance that,
Irritate you like Crazy.
I'm sorry for what i have done.
Please dont take it too hard.
You know i'm blardy sarcastic.
Just this once i crossed the line.
I'm Sorry Syg! Really, I'm sorry for my Mistakes.
Forgive me Dear!
I Love You no matter what.
I Love You So Much and thats all you Should keep in mind!!(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

YEAH!!

2008-12-26T19:37:00.003+08:00

WOOOHOOOOO!!!
Girlfie's COMING!!
BAAAAAAACCCCCKKKKKK!!!(:

Miss My Damsel in Distress!

2008-12-25T22:22:00.008+08:00

Top of the World peeps!!

Care for a little update?

Hahahas... I'm Updating right now.

Blink*Blink*Blink*Blink*

In a weeks time,

I'll start wearing my same old Uniform,

covering my feet with white canvas shoes,

Pin collared my Badge on my Uniform collar edge.

2 months holidays seems to come to an end very quick.

Its like a few days at home, fews day sch reiterate itself.

Hahas...

Unbelievable indeed.

But tts what you have to believe because its True.

Anywaes, nxt year gona be a Crucial and Competitive year for Me.

As well as the others.

O's coming after us while N's ends its Course.

Its just the matter of time to get evrything done and over with.

On top of it,

Will i be able to handle such situation with inevitable circumstances?

Will i be able to take up Challenge and face it with guts?

Am i able to cope with such conditions of life?

This are the questions that kepts repeating like a Spoilt tape recorder.

Somehow,

Captivating me in a room that i myself could not find my way out.

Even with an Opened Door..

Am i choosing the path which i tend to meander the flow?

I have to find the the Answers to all this Questions.

Hahahahas...

Its not even 2009!!!

I'm already pressured like nobody business.

I guess i have to Calm Down.

Okay okay okay,

Girlfie's been M.I.A to M'sia for Four days that includes Today.

Hahahas...

I'm Missing her like Crazy!!

Baby, Come Back faster leii!!!

*sobs-sobs*

I bet Girlfie enjoying herself SUPER DUPER HYPER LUPER BOOBER MUCH!

Hehehehe...

I shall Upload picts a little(:

Heh, Smile(:

My Girlfriend(:

Note:

See that Lady up there?

Yeah, Up there!

If u spotted her anywhere...

Inform me yaww!!

She's been running!!

Way too far!

Running inside my mind Like Ke-Ray-Zee..!!

HEHE=)

Alrite, i'll be updating till here(:

See ya dude n dudette!

Hmmmm...

Heh, Duno what to write..

I forgot*

kay Nvmd..

To you, Girlfie.

Take care aites(:

I love you

and

I Miss You So Bloody Effing Loads Dear!

Have a Safe trip back Home(:

GOOD NIGHT PEEPS!!

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

HAH!

2008-12-18T20:11:00.003+08:00

As I meticulously grab hold on that Thin Pieces of Paper,

The heart beats went doubling its tempo.

Sending enormous warm chills down my spine.

I was an inch to sorting out my path towards the next journey of my life.

Every now and then before the time reaches its course,

the feeling of nervousness kept haunting this mind rentlessly, letting me to the route of
inevitable situation.

Exaggerating as it is, The time that i have longing awaited for has come to judge the day.

I was an errand away from school.

Each step that i took, rises the curiosity inside and the sense of dropping down dead.

Entering the school with much prestige, with badge on the collar end of my Uniform.

Reminds me when i first step in the Very School.

The soporific life I had with my Friends and The lady Who i Called Love(:

The days seems to go at quick pace, at a rate that i myself could not realise.

I recalled the Music that my Form Teacher played during one of the lessons,

It brings quite a thought for me, understanding and analysing that life is not the way it is till

We find out what it truly means.

Somehow, the crowds seems curious while others were giving heck about it.

I was in a deep anxiety, wondering what the outcome might be.

Came the Vice Principal, announcing important quotes and sentences to boost our morale for

whatever the situation might bounce onto us.

Just the matter of time, the results was released.

As I looked at the expressions of few of my mates.

I felt something bothering me so much, bothered me till i could swung my fist at anyone who

came towards me.

My turn came, as i stood up... The blood inside me feels like oozing out from a small tiny hole

doubling the heartbeats which almost beat me to death.

As i grab hold to it, i could imagine the worlds at its end.

Nevertheless, animosity just filled leading me being an enemy towards my Positive side.

Thankfully, the results that i attained give a peace of mind.

Though, better could have been done but I'm Grateful for what I have(:

Hahahaha...
I was bored...
So, do read up my "Pathetic Story"
Haha...
Anywaes, today was totally excruciating..
Seriously, you can feel it you were there.
I was hoping much for Sec 5.
Luckily it came true...
Evrybody was having high hopes on me, Especially Mum.
Pheww... luckily i did it, though the results could have been better(:

So, Last 2 days.
16th December 2008!
Had a Date with Girlfie(:
We went to Sentosa.
And yeah, It was SUPER DUPER WOOPER DOOPER BOOBER FUN!!!!
Hahahahas....
We played in the water and did loads of stuff.
I shall not elaborate on what we did.
I guess that's Confidential Enough(:
WAhahahaha!!!
Around 2+++, We're off to vivo.
Watched Twilight!(:
Before that, while waiting for the time.
Girlfie and me spend time together-gether...
Sat on the Grass patch i guess=/
Was cool yawww....
We became photogenic for awhile(:
Hahahas...
Girlfie was SHY2 cat af First.
Den bla bla bla bla....
She decides to snap it with me=)
Woooohoooo...
Guess what, I saw 2 uncensored little kids at Vivo-.-
Aiyooooo....
After that, caught the Movie.
WOW!!! It was Fantastic... I LIKE!
HAHA!!
Had Dinner at Harbourfront Banquet.
Then, Off home around 7.45pm.
I didnt know i was a Historian of Mrt Stations... HAHA
Send girlfie home(:
Then, I'm Home-D
But not for long=)

Kay lurh,
I guess i'll update till here.
Baby's waiting to read my Post=X
Hahahas...

You are My Life<333
I hope you know that(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

Absolute Sensation!

2008-12-14T21:56:00.002+08:00

Greetings People(:
Seems like ages since i last updated.
Hahaha...
I was kinda indecisive whether to update my somehow DEAD BLOG!
Well, since girlfie kinda smoothen my Heart.
I shall update it.
YEAH!!
So, life has been SUPER DUPER WOOPER MEGA MAC Tiring...
Really... Works killing me like nobody business.
I hardly have my Socialised time for outing n stuff.
But then, its me who wants to be in the Working World... BOO ME!!!
Hahaha... On the Other hand, No work is like equivalent to No Money.
Aiyaaaa... Exaggerating huh???
Frustating indeed I am.
All those Dreads will end TMW!! YaHoooo!!
I'm ending my whole shift tmw...
Dont feel like killing myself yet.
I'm like 16 n having a long way ahead before i reach 90 Years Old.
As you can see, working for me is to have Fun while doing work.
But then, the management turns it so drastically into a Wonderfully Dread Environment.
HAHA... So its not wrong for me to do that.
I hope, no one out there follows my Unruly Footsteps Yo(:

K now, somethings been bothering me inside this small Cranium of mine.
RESULTS!!!
Alamak... 4 more days to Judgement Day for me.
Hahas..
I'm kinda Nervous.
I dont know why..
Maybe, its just the Raging Hormones creating such Emotions.
Wagagagaga...
I shall not talk so much...
Let the Results do the Words of my Say(:
Hahahas..

Alrite then, Till here Peeps!
Cya Again Nxt Time(:

Its been awhile since i saw your:
Sweet Smile.
Georgeous Look!
I couldnt take my eyes of you even for a second.
You are the Drug to my Addiction.
Bcoz I'm addicted to you My Dear(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

I'm Sorry

2008-12-07T10:31:00.004+08:00

Hola Peeps(:
Just wna write a short post.
So yeah,
I think i've done things way beyond my limit.
I'm Sorry..

Looools?

2008-12-01T20:34:00.004+08:00

Wooodaaaadooodle Peeps!!
Hahahahaha....
Just wna update a little.
Well, you know i'm kinda famous on leaving my blog untouch.
GAHHH!!
Anywaes, works getting into my NERVES nowadays.
Seriously yawwww...
I love most of the People there.
Except for one, I shall keep his Unfamous Identity Confidential.
Hmmmm... i dont think i shd waste my precious time elaborating about him.
Work not just getting into my nerves...
But it left me with little time to Spend my time with Family n Girlfie.
Argh!!!
I just have to bare with it.
Even I MISS Girlfie so EFFING MUCH!!
Serious, I Miss her like Crazy ya know...
Hahahaha...
I'm getting GooseBumps when Results Date getting nearer.
Awwww... Man!!
I'm nt scared just rather Nervous with no apparent reason.
Weird huh?!?!?!
I knw I knw.
Oh ya, I got lotsa outing on hold.
DAMN!!
How??how??how??how??
I guess its time to Crash upon a Bloody Rock.
Hahahhaha...

Kay lurh,
Till here peeps.
I wanna Goo Goo Gaa Gaa!!(: Hoho

Every Sentence,
Every Phrase,
Every Word,
Its always meant to be For you.
To remind you, You are always Loved.
And I Love You So Much Syg , for Eternity.(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza<3
*Forever n Ever!

I'm Missing YOU!!

2008-11-30T20:24:00.003+08:00

GIRLFIE!!!
I Miss You So Much!!

Work!!

2008-11-21T21:14:00.005+08:00

Salve PEEPS!!(:
First and foremost..
I'm TIRED!!!!
Hahahaha..
But not too Extreme.
Well... Before i continue another Sentence.
I MISS GIRLFIE!!!!:(
*sobs-sobs*
Hehehe...
I realised that working is not easy at ALL!!
I wonder how this people TAHAN!
When i was like half-dead during work.
Standard*
Seems like being tired just not enough to pull down my passion to work... HAH!!
Outrageous amount of things had to be memorised for the first day at work.
I was like "YAYA" to everything.
As apparently, we were On-Job training.
Its kinda acceptable.
Initially, the feelings inside me says that its gonna be a BAD experience working down there.
But it turns to be GOOD!! Pheewww...
The staff are Friendly and FUNKY!!!
I swear, They are Crazy!
Some staff are Good while some are kinda cranky and stuff.
Well, I just heck about it.
Afterall, This job is kinda Fun n Enjoyable.
Though its Tiring...
Who cares? Hahahaha...
Alrite then, I shall put a stop here now.

Till here peeps.
Adios Amigos!!
Will update is POSSIBLE!

Time Goes By.
The Love rises.
Rises to the point of no END!
I swear,
I Love You So Much Nur Hafeeza(:
a.k.a Syg(:
a.k.a Nek Yam(:

I have got a Loose Knee

2008-11-16T11:36:00.004+08:00

Hello World.
Time for me to update once again.
Sheessh...
A week already dude-.-
And guess what?!?!?!
Its BLOODY QUICK!!!
Hahahahas...
This should be a LONG post i supposed.

Well, last friday, the track family went to East Coast Park for a slight Relaxation.
As planned, met everyone in school at 12.30pm.
Before that, I went to meet a friend of mine.
Borrowed PSP!!! Mwahahahaha....
Then, headed straight to School.
Aiman and Shamsir was waiting for me...
I was somehow LATE!
Awhile later, more faces appeared.

Together we Unite and walked into the School=X
Unfortunately, we were not allowed to enter beyond the GuardPost.
I thought of Argueing with the Guard, it dont seems to give any Benefits.
Bla bla bla bla...

CLIMAX!!!
Mdm. Siti FORBID us from taking that BUS!!
She told us to go for Friday Prayers.
I was making CUTE and STUPID faces to make her change her mind!!(Tak Menjadi)
Alas, it didnt work.

Went to prayers lorh.
Lucky it ended early.
We went straight to ECP.
I didnt look at the time when we arrived.
It was kinda early.
Hahahahs...
Then, Girfie came=)
And... And... And
The first she did was to POKE ME!!

Bla...bla...bla...
The rest went cycling.
Leaving back a few of us.
Did our own stuff...
I didnt know we got a Singer from Burger King!!
Lucky it didnt rain when he Sings.
PHeewwww!!

Now, I'm gona tell you a short story.
Girlfie never heard it before.
As you know, the last time i cycle was YEARS back.
So, on that day itself, i went cycling using Ashley's bike.
Cycled with joseph.
It was FUN during the ride to the Jetty.
Everything was Fine and i was worried about nothing.
Judging off my expectation.
We went off from the Jetty back to our Picnic site.
Since the weather was rather bad.
Joseph, Samuel and John DASHED like nobody business leaving me at the back.
So, i have to cycle back SLOWLY.
Enjoying breeze blowing against me, which tickles my nostrils.(hahahs)
On the way back, i felt different.
My leg felt weird as i cycle.
It was hundreds of metres away before reaching.
My knee was loosen and LOUD cracking sound can be heard.
If I'm not wrong, It went... "Ke tuk.. ke tak.. ke tuk.. te tak.." Hahahax!!
Then, i have to stop riding and walk my way there.
I've learned my lesson! Never cycle like MAD ever again(:
End of Story.

Then, we took photos with mdm siti n ms lee before they leave.
Haahahhas...
Right after that, girlfie and I went to the beach.
Spent time together.
It took us sometime before we actually go in the water.
Girlfie head started with the splashing ,
Splash... Splash... Splash...
Throw sand...
Guess what, Girlfie has a GOOD AIMING Technique!! Hahahaa..
Shall not elaborate about that.
Bla...bla...bla...
Our fun was ruined!!:(
They wanted to go home at 5pm.
when the time we were expected to leave was 7pm.
We had no choice but to wash up and Change.
The rest left earlier than us.
Left me, girlfie, sham, aiman n haziq.

After that, waited for the bus till it didnt come.
Took a cab to Eunos.
It was bloody CRAMPED!!
I was suffering like mad!
So, took the train to City Hall.
Had dinner at Marina Square LJS.
Headed home after that.
Walked girlfie home....
Then, I'm HOMED!!

Yesterday, i was at home the whole day.
Since my knee was bandaged due to Friday's injury.
Hahahas...
Thats all.

Today, I just woke up.
Had my breakfast.
Updating my blog.
Going back to hibernate.
Working at night.... Hahaha

Till here peeps!!
Will update when I'm free yaawww(:

I'm going to speak the words
that my heart wants you to know.
I want you to see what you mean to me
and
why I love you so.
The fact that you make me fall in Love with you.
I Love You So Much My Dear(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

I'm Freaking Tired!!

2008-11-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

Heylooo Peeps!!!(:
I'm kinda TIRED right now.
Gonna write a Pretty Short post.

On Friday, i went out with Girlfie after prayers.
Met up with her at Yew Tee MRT station.
I was rather shy, she was with her mum and aunt.
So, i kinda thicken my skin and approach her mum(:
First time yawww... Hahahaha
After that, went to Orchard Road.
Alright, supposedly and according to what the plan goes...
We were suppose to watch The Coffin.
But due to some uncertain Circumstances, we watched Quantum Of Solace.
The movie was not bad, so its not that disappointing.
Right after the movie... walk about at Orchard.
Somehow we got lost Halfway... Tapi Bkn SESAT!!!
I went to the wrong road and i was confused.
I have got some Distractions=X
Only girlfies knows about it... hahahaxx(:
Then, bla bla bla bla.... Have our Dinner.
Off to Home by MRT because i forgot where to take the bus.
When the bus-stop is located just behind the Mrt Station.
Hahahahas...
While in the Train, Girlfie and I were doing some sort of Entertainment.
She says Poking me is Fun...
I was the victim to her FUN!!!
Hahahahas...
We were stared by so many people.
But girlfie and I just heck about them.... Hahahahax!!
After that, send girlfie home..
HOME SWEET HOME!!!=)

Well, yesterday went to East Coast Park.
It was somehow unplanned, much of the stuff needed were inadequate.
We had to get them through the food and recreation corner located further left of the park.
Anywaes, yesterday was FUN and HAPPENING!!! Really!!
I played soccer and badminton...
Then, I called myself... BADMINTON Champion!!
When my Aunt defeated me in the first Match... (Malu Seii) Hahahas..
Soccer-ed like mad people...
I didnt know i could run DAM fast lurh...
Till my aunt said "Fhazrin lari laju eh!"
My dad told me that, if she were to say those with my presence...
Aiyooyooo.... I'm gona BLUSH!! Hahaha...
Around 12am, we went off from east coast.
Since most of us are exhausted, No point staying up till late night.
Once home... I took a bath and off to bed(:

Today, I woke up at 9am.
Went to the Gym with Alfi.
I had to wait for him for 40MINUTES!!!!
This somehow shows... I'm a guy with Patience eh=)
Around 10.40am we went working out in the Gym.
Guess what?!?!?! Never in my life... I worked out till 3 HOURS!!!
I guess, today's my Outstanding Performance!
Went off home around 2pm.
My body feel restless since friday.... hahaxx

Alright till here peeps..
I'll update in a week time=)
Stay on to my update yawww!!

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

I Love you like how I always did.
Its not gonna Chnge even a little.
You are the one for me, My love.
The person who could understands me.
The person whose smile never fails to shine the day.
You are the Love of my Life!
I Love You So The Very Much Syg!!!!(:

Its Holiday Yo!!

2008-10-27T10:37:00.004+08:00

Aloha Peeps!! I'll try to keep my post at a minimum if POSSIBLE(:
Anyways, Holidays just started last week.
Supposedly, it should be on thursday but then due to the CLEANING of classroom,
We have to come back n postpone our holiday to Friday.
On that Day itself, I walked n sat with her for the last time in school.
2 months without school?!?!?
I cant imagine how its gona be.
Hahahahaha....
Right now, I feel rather uneasy...
I tell you why..
The reasons are...

I MISS My Class N Classmates!
I MISS My Cliques!
I MISS Morning Assembly!
I MISS going down to the Canteen for Recess!
I MISS doing stupid things in Class!
I MISS all My Teachers!
I MISS doing TYS n mugging for exams!
I MISS having PE with Dimus, Mr Choong!
I MISS English Lesson with Mr Khoo!
I MISS NCC n My Track Mates!
I MISS Everything that have to do with School!
Lastly,
I MISS MY GIRLFIE!

Well, As you can see...
There's pretty alot of stuff I miss.
The reminiscence of the days of School somehow left me with unrewindable memories.
Sometimes, thoughts of those times can really get me feel unsatisfied.
I could somehow do better in some areas of my life,
But then, life is like the wind.
And wind changes direction with unknown circumstances.
Hahahahas...
For now, lets just relax and have a PEACE of Mind!
Seriously, no point cracking up my head when things had its FULLSTOP.
Just that... 4 years in School brings alot of undesireable n unforgettable memories that will instill inside through the life.
As I flipped through the pages of Nariah's photobucket,
I could see the smiling faces of my lovely friends being together
apart of our differences that we had among us.
So Yeah, I hope we'll see each other Next year Guys!
Happy Holidays!
fhazLOVESfeeza(:

Here's for my Beloved Juliet(:

Like i said before..
A picture tells a thousand words.
Unlike for this one..
It tells only Three
That is...
I Love You!
As I reminisce the time that we have been together,
I feel that being with you is the most Gracious.
Though,
Being far in distance but yet we are near in the hearts=)
Hehehe...
I Love You Syg(:

I lalalalalalala 0.o

2008-10-19T19:41:00.002+08:00

Currently, I'm kinda not in de mood to blog much.
I'll keep it short n random.
So, here it goes...
I've been sick for the past few days due to unruly weather..
Apart of that, i felt WEAK n LETHARGIC rather often.
I guess my body system are going through some unknown changes... HAHAX
Seriously, even girlfie says I'm a Weak...
N she added that i'm OLD.
Hmph... Nvmd..Nvmd
I can still accept that... haahaha
Lets end here..
See ya Chum n Chummete=D

So long peeps,
Will update whn i'm not LAZY=)

The memories we had are unrewindable,
But for one thing i know...
Its a memory that's sweet, sweeter than a sweetest sweet that they could ever invented.
And
I just want you to know...
This love will everlast..
I Promise you that Dear.
Nothing can be a barrier between us..
And
Our love knows no boundaries..
That's why I Love you like I Love You My Dear=)
Hehehehe...
I Love You So Much Syg<333

fhazLOVESfeeza(:

I Miss My Blog

2008-10-04T20:14:00.003+08:00

HELLO peeps..
Havent been blogging for more than a month...
That's the main motive for now..
UpDaTe!
Anywaes...
Got Miss me anot?? har...har...har...
I knw I knw u guys Miss me.. Dun shy2, Say it out lurh=P
Well, actually i dont intend to update,
I kinda MISS my blog... So, i update it with a LONG post.
Ermmm... Btw, I MISS my Girlfie MORE!!=D
So ya, today's the fourth day of Hari Raya...
Days past unnoticed.
Seriously, I felt the time passes Dam QUICK this year...
Quicker than the speed of My Eyes ability to Blink..
Anyways, First day of Raya was AWESOME!!
REALLY!! I had a lot of Fun...
I finally got the Chance to be With my ...
Beloved Cousins!!Nieces n Nephews!!Uncles n Aunties!! Lastly BeLoved GrandFather=)
Apart from that, I felt that my Pocket gets Heavier after Every House...
And.. And.. And..
Guess what? This particular year Has the Most Heaviest Pocket=)
Though I'm happy, I hate my bulky wallet!! Its kinda awkward=X
Hahahas...

Well, TWO days later which was YESTERday, sat for Emaths Paper 1 n Geography...
So, i take this iniative...
And
Quoted this from Girlfie's Blog,"cm tkde raye gituk. asal raye jek , igt exam. asl igt exam jek, raye." Hahaha!!
Betul perh, dh brape tahon seiii...
Raye jek mesti ader Exam..
Tsk3.
Ermmm... the 2 papers was OKAY!
DO-able=)
REALLY larh...!!
Oh ya,
Studied n Spend time with Girlfie too before Geog.
Kinda Cool yo=)

Bla...bla...bla..bla
Aunt Suraya and Aunt Shamsiah came my house.
Both of them r like my mother to me...
They're Very Lovely=)
Hohoho...
Played with Justin...
He's somehow a younger version of me...
When i was kid.. Hahaha!
Then, Uncle Hamdan came later at 8...
After that, Mum's side came...
This what i did with my Cousins..
!Talked CRAP
!Laughed like MAD
!Sarcastic JOKES
!Being Dirty MINDED
N bla...bla...bla..bla..
Phew... Luckily it all ends at 11++
I was totally exhausted.. Hahas
Had a Cold Bath n Off to BED!!
hohoho...
Thats for Yesterday=)

Today, nth much...
Eldest aunt from my mum's side came..
Well, my job was easy...
Just take good Care of This Monkey-ish Nephew of mine...
So, as u can see...
I have my Generations covered=)
Hahahas...
Den bla...bla..bla..bla
Here I am, Updating this Almost to DEAD Blog...
I'll be posting some photos whn I'm Free=)

I guess,
I'll be updating till here guys...
More to come once Holidays start..
So, Just hold on tight n press Ur seatbelts!! huahuahua...

Till here guys,
Challobetteh

It has been long...
Since , i last typed my Deepest Thoughts in this blog..
So ya, here it is..
I wonder what will the day be without you,
I know its gona be dull,
Coz with only ur smile brightens up the day,
The smile that will have me Cherish whn I'm Down..
I just wna tell you,
Tell you smth that came frm My Heart
Without failing,
Smth that's always being a thought
inside the small mind Everyday..
I Miss n Love You so Much!!

fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:
*Eternity!

Its Ramadhan=)

2008-09-01T11:52:00.006+08:00

Ola Peeps..
1st of Ramadhan has reiterate itself... So, Lets fast n do good during this month=X
Actually, i was kinda lazy to update.
But then, due to idiosyncrasy of some pathetic idiots
pestering me to update...
Time to update once agn.
Somehow, It has been a Dinosaur time since i last written.
Lets Write a lil of something=D
Well, havent been posting much lately..
Its not due to my life being less interesting,
But then, I've been lazy to SIGN IN my blogger and write... hehehe
Actually, I was busy with my stuff and who would want to leave their blogs dead?
Well, kinda irony ey?
I'll be sitting for My Exams for the next 3 days.*Best Of Luck Fhaz*
Reminiscing the episodes of 4 years gaining knowledge in USS..
I'll finally came to write the 3rd biggest book of my life.
Lets do it once n WELL!
Somewhat, I have a random of feelings inside me.
Nervous, Scared, Dead?
Hahahahs....
Nah, Being dead is so not gonna happen.
Stick to what you have been doing Fhaaz...
Dont let your LOVED ones down.
Boost ur morale...
Go for the top, Be the best!
Dont waste your lifetime letting it being a DREAD.
STUDY comes First!

Kay la, i shall update till here.
Take care peeps.

I Love You
That's all that Matters
Dont you ever Forget that Syg!

fhaazLOVESfeeza=)

Yeaaaaaahhh!!

2008-08-19T17:45:00.008+08:00

Yoooo Peeps...
Back to blogging yo=D
Well, kinda busy larh this days.
Hectic schedule plus Prelims being part of my life for 2 weeks.
Luckily, it ends today. *Smiles*
Frankly, I did much better this time, including Amaths.
Though with the level of difficulty, I somehow able to cope.
Probably , the preparations i did was kinda efficient ey.
In the other hand, better results are yet to be expected...
Hahahaha... Hoping Hard=X

Lets recall abt yesterday..
After exams, I went back home straight...
Somewhat, I felt so stressed with that Bloody Amaths Paper..
Well, its outrageously Hard.
Trust me....
I only manage to complete 3/4 of that paper.
Pathetic lurh.... Aiyooo*
I shall think abt it=) Its over...

Kay, went back to school arnd 3+++
Purpose was to study=)
But i did something else before that...
Disturb girlfie as usual larh=D
Then girlfie's off for training..
I'm focused to studying till Aiman came with his PSP... Hehehehe=)
Played that PSP for awhile...
And... And... Girlfie came for a rest..
CLIMAX Of The Day*
Girlfie gave a SUPER HARD SLAP on my face... (Telinga Pekak seblah)
She Says, "People tell you to study, You play Games"....
A Totally Wake Up Call larh seii=X
So, repent awhile and went back to study...
Hahahahas...
After that, off to MacD..
With Girlfie, Ely, Hazi n Aiman
Ate McFlurry as usual, den talk crap like usual larh..
Den we r home=)

Unsure of whn the next update will be.
So, just update urself aites=)
Gotta MUG....
Bunch of Wkshts, TYS n Txtbooks calling for me=D
Hahahahas...

Kay till here then peeps,
Take care World
See ya.

fhaazLOVESfeeza

Having
Feeza is
My
Dream
I Love you Hafeeza=D

Happy 15th Birthday Syg!!!

2008-08-08T21:09:00.004+08:00

Yo peeps!
Guess I have to blog for this=D
Well....
First and Foremost!
Today's Girlfie 15th Birthday..
So...
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY To My Beloved Girlfie,
Nur Hafeeza Bte Sattakir!=)

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to My Dearest Hafeeza...
Happy Birthday to you!!!!

Hahahahaxxx...
I shall sing in Chinese n Indian version eh...
But not now, Gotta learn them lurh=P

I hope you like the present that I gave=D
Anywaes, its just a simple gift as compared to others...

So yeah, celebrated National Day in Sch...
Dont really has the UHMM factor like last year..
But still kinda Acceptable lurh..
Sang alot of songs... Till my voice went rlly out of tone!
Cheered for the new CCA leaders too...
Well, Proudly to say, Most of them came from Class 3/6...
Wonderful eh!! Tts what i see lurh n girlfie told me that too..
After the part we finished singing.
Went to find girlfie, den slack with her while
Others were busy participating in Staffs Vs Students..
Well, girlfie n me does our routine larh as usual...
CRAPPING, Hitting each others Butt was Fun=)

So after NDP,
Girlfie n me spend time together-gether lurh=D
Ermmm.... Do i have to say what we did?
Guess not eh=P
Den Aiman came along...
Talked awhile and I'm Off to prayers...
Came back after that lurh...
Den Bla... Bla... Bla...
Send Girlfie back home...
Home SWT Home baby=D
Kay thats all I Have to say...

Once Agn...
Happy Birthday Girlfie=D

I hope that Surprised u=P
Though its kinda simple..
Well, It Only Describes 3 words from me to you
I Love You~

fhaazLOVESfeeza!

Sport's Fiesta

2008-08-03T12:06:00.009+08:00

Hola Peepos!!
I'm back to blogging eh.
Gonna make a simple post.
Yesterday was Unity's Sports Fiesta..
An Awesome event whereby Unitians gathered together as One.
We played floorball but unfortunately didnt make it to the Finals.
Outrageous amount of effort and teamwork had been put in.
Well, luck was not on our side.
Hence,
Out of the 4 matches,
Here's the results
Win: 1
Draw: 2
Lost: 1
Hahahas... Won against 4/5=D
I scored the winning Goal... wahahahahaha
Anywaes, the class have been a good sportsman.
We stay strong and persevere though we lost...
The Captain tried alot of Strategies too eh=P... Mwahahahaha
At the End of the Games, had Prize Presentation...
Abacked with the results... We came in 3rd=D
THREE CHEERS FOR FOUR-TWO!!
Proud of u guys PRE-EMS, Especially the girls who won the Finals.

So after that, met up with girlfie...
walked with girlfie to the Bustop, accompanied by 2 clowns Farid n Aiman.
Hahahahas...
While waiting for de bus... Girlfie did alot of stuff, mwahahaha...
Crapping was one of them eh=D.
Then, Farid n Aiman board de bus first.
We waited for Bus 67 to come, ended up boarding Bus 171...
Since, both of us tired of waiting...
Dropped at Clementi and took train.
Den we r home=D

Kay this will be my last post.
Gona be on hiatus.
See ya all=)
Take Care peeps.

Its All About You...
And Its All About You that I Love...
Thats what my heart has been saying..
I Love You So Much Syg=D

FhaazLOVESFeeza!

Huahuahua....

2008-07-21T21:56:00.004+08:00

Back To Blogging Yo!!!
Time to Update peeps=D
I guess today was Okay...
Amazed with Emaths test results..
Was greatly astonish, Didnt know i made it,
Coz my mind was somehow rather playing with my thoughts,
So ya, was kinda content with the results...
Since i completed the paper within 50 minutes due to errand that i needa run.
It was Unexpected=)
After Emaths, Group 2 which includes me prepared for our interview=D
I speak quite okay, just that I was kinda nervous...
Too many things to talk yet little words to describe.
Too many procedures to make sure of and to follow..
Overall, CE was fun lurh, Only that...
Its not a Satisfaction to me..
If i had the chance, i would rather justify my answers lurh..
Anywaes, its alrdy over... No point looking back rite?

Had the colours award thingy for assembly..
Cheered here and there...
Eventually it ended within half and hour.
Luckily it didnt waste much of my time=P
Went home awhile and back to school=)

Motives of going back to school was to start my Brain Engine...
Alas, it turns to something else..
Watched girlfie during athletics...
Kinda funny lurh, They played "Catching" O.o
Cool huh? Yeah, I know=D
Spend time with girlfie as usual=)
Girlfie was really funny just now...
Always being the FIRST few to be caught=P
Haiyaaa...
They played for 5 times which ended the whole training with Cooling Down=D
So sat with girlfie in the canteen...
Talk and Crap with her like usual..
Played with her hair or So called "Fur" .
Hahahas...
After that, girlfie went to eat at McD
While i stayed for Night Study...
Studied for 4 hours with intervals of Talking, Crapping and Laughing..
Den ended up, going home at 9..
So that's all about it today i guess..

I Love You So Much Sweetheart!

fhazLOVESfeeza

GoooGoooGaaaGaaa....

2008-07-09T10:39:00.005+08:00

Hola PEEPS!!!!
Back to blogging eh...
Been a Dinosaur time since i last update.
Alright here we go..
Basically,
Today's E-Learning for everyone in Unity Secondary School.
E-learning means holiday to me.... Mwahahahahaha
I'm done with Sbq and yet to done with maths.
Flipping through the pages of my Amaths textbook
I'm so feeling the lack Enthusiast to do them.
Well, dont mind that...

Okay now,
Lets talk some about yesterday..
ttend athletics competition since i was selected.
Had our lunch and headed to the stadium.
As usual, I crap alot especially with my beloved Swtheart.
I was filled with boredom..*Grins*
So decided to irritate Dear... Till she was superbly Frustrated with me=X
Not only that, she muted herself from me.... hahahaxxx
Dont believe? Go ask her=)
Seriously, her body was HOT lar deiii...
Greatly annoyed by me... *Fierce Look*
I realised something was over the limit, I tried to console her.
Alas, she ignored me... hahahaxx
Then after, she had to report for the race.
Guess what???
I cant believe my eyes...
Girlfie ran superbly fast, Really.
She catch up the runner in front.
Whats the moral to be learned?
Always irritate your Girlfie before she run.... mwahahahahhaxxx
I'm Proud Of u Sweetheart...
After the race, everything came back to normal.
But still, I have to make sure she's feeling better eh...
Its easy to make her smile=)
One thing I really Love about My Girlfie...
Girlfie looks so cute whn she's angry..... REALLY
So ya, All of them qualified for the semi's except for B-Boys.
Tsk3, Sad news eh.... What to do? Just live with it man.
Head to McD after that, accompany girlfie meet her friend to get her homework.
Her Friend called me "Sabun", Incredible People.
Slack at McD till 7pm.... Laugh and talk with girlfie.
Then i watched this video, she had in her HP....
Make me laugh my ass out, Seriously... I cant take it.
Mwahahahahaha, Girlfie laughed too looking at my silly character.
So yeah, sent girlfie home after that. Then I'm home.
Once again updated.

Aint she Cute. heh

Been long time since i typed my deepest feeling .
I just wanna tell you that...
I love you so much Sweetheart.
I'll always remember my promises to you.
Let the song Always sing the thought that I have for you.
I Love You my Beloved hafeeza=)

Till here peeps

FhaaazLOVESfeezaa

La Bella Vita

2008-06-23T23:21:00.007+08:00

Bonjour Peeps...
Back to blogging eh...
Basically,
I Would like my Sweetheart to know that,
Wherever I am, Whatever I Do, I Will Always Love You.
Missing You every single time that pass.
My thought will always be for you
My heart will always Have you Loved
Though I might be VERY iRRitating at times, yet you are able to withstand them.
While, hardly can people stand with my nonsense. Hahahax
Really... Dont believe? Ask me lorh=D
And... And...And... If you ever have something thats bothering you..
Just dont be afraid to come to me eh...
Though I love eating, i wont eat you up lurh..
I'll always be there for you..
You know there's still light shining right here..
Right in the Center of my Heart..
I Love You Sweetheart.
*Happy Look*
I'm writing this just for you.
As i'm gona be on Hiatus.
Getting myself momentary solitude frm blogging.
Well, i guess
I shall End this short post here.
I'll update whn I'm free eh
Dont know when that might be.
So yeah..
Take care and See ya Peeps..

fhazLOVESfeeza
Yes He Does

Yesterday's Story...

2008-06-19T12:31:00.003+08:00

Heylooo Peeps...
Back to blogging yo.
Basically just wanna talk abt yesterday's training.
Eyes were reluctant to open, due to lack of sleep.
Forced myself to be awake.
Meet up sweetheart like usual.
Walked to the stadium and Crap like we usually does.
She seems happy everytime i crack jokes... Cool eh
Once at the stadium, I was abacked.... Coach came earlier den us.
And guess what.... The stadium was crowded with Raffles students.
I overheard from Ms.Lee, they booked Lane 1 to 5.
So, we got no choice, Headed to the carpark.
Trained Like usual but this time round it was quite tough.
After training, stayed back with Sham, Aiman and Farid.
I did nth but to laugh aloud to their craps.
Decided to go back at 10.30....
Met sweetheart by coincidence at her Port.
Sat with her.... I just love to be by her side.
Somewhat, I feel Happy whn she's with me.
Walked with sweetheart at the carpark... Spent time together lurh=)
We talk nonsense throughout.
Send her home after that.... Den home sweet home.

To be with you is what i always wanted.
Being by ur side is whr i am.
Loving you is what i do.
I just love you Sweetheart.
Betol tk bedek=)

Till here peeps.
FhazLOVESFeeza