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My Love

As I lay back on my soft comfy couch, relieving myself with a well written novel about Romeo and Juliet, I was mesmerized about their Strong and Deep feeling of love towards each other. As I continue reading, my mind swayed away, reminiscing the memories that I had when I found my First Love, The Love of my Life(:

This was not common to me, for 15 years in my life, Love for a Damsel in Distress known as a Girlfriend was never my cup of tea. I was unsocial and shy to even express the words of Love. Even if I had those feelings, they are just by passes in my life; no way that it would entangle enabling me to get the ball rolling.

I was adolescent by then to understand the meaning of love or even to put in words how it felt to be in love. Sometimes, I would even say to love someone takes a lot of courage, but expressing the inner confession was nothing less than courage. And yet, I was one of those without courage and will to confess my love to a lady. This made me come to a conclusion; Love needs Courage and Wall Face (:

Without a Single notice, a year and three months had past. It felt like yesterday that I started loving you, yet those affections remained unchanged and it gets stronger every single day without failing. That’s what we call the Love for a True Love (:

The Love with Happiness and Laughter creates cordial sets of joy within the life of you and me. Sometimes, I wonder how I would live without your presence because it simply impossible for me to breathe when there’s no mechanism as the stimulus to get my life going. When I first hold your hand, this feeling inside tells me that I Will Love you no matter what it takes and make you mine in anyways that I could even if its Ingenious. It seems to be idiotic but then love feels better when idiosyncrasy is felt between us.

At times, Memories were sweet like honey while sometimes it tastes so bitter and became too inedible. Those rough times that we have pulled through shows how strong out we are and also shows we are always there to Comfort each other (:

That is why it is not possible for me to live this Life without you because every day is a journey and I would want you to be with me throughout this Life(: To be Frank, I am very grateful to have you as My Wonders, I hope you know what they are. In a simplified version, she’s the Most Fantastic Wife I had, Perfect as she is because to me she is perfect. These are not words to Describe but she do have the Feature of a Lovable Wife(:

Frankly, she can be very Crazy, Fun, Lovely, Nonsense, Confusing, Cute, Sweet and finally,, A Cranky Wife(: But her Crankiness is not bad compared to me because she would Love to give two or more Tight Slaps when my nuisance came about.
You really don’t want to know, how it feels to get it(:
She did tell me, all the slaps is the “Sign Of Love”, So, I have to go with that quotation.
But, If Nur Hafeeza is not Cranky, It’s just not her[=

Apart from that, being with you is a Bliss(: I know I could rely on you on certain things, you bring me up when I’m down and cheered me up when I’m sad.
Although, she has got ingenious ways to cheer me up, it really do make me feel better(:
Sometimes, to a certain extent, I felt contented much because she cares for my well being and she wants me to be happy.

The reason: If I’m sad, her day will not be up so Bright(:

The next thing I Love about you, you know how to read my mind and predict my movement of Stupidity.
And you’ll do everything that you can to stop my nonsense(:
That shows me, you hate it when I hurt myself and stuff.
Plus, you cared so much about me when I had my injuries and you felt that, the injury can be Evitable(:

The Sweet memories we had together at the Beach, still fresh like Cookies that came out from the Oven moments ago.
The day when you and me had a great time together with loud and crazy laughter, stupidified faces, retarded act and more. The part we threw sands at each other, retaliation like some sort of husband and wife(:
We let out our feelings, knowing that you and I have a long way to go before we actually reach the start of life(:

I will always have you in my life, because you are mine and will always be mine till the last day I let off my last Breath, that is Forever! – Because you are the Angel in my heart and the Guardians of the Gates Love(:

As far as I know, my love towards you hasn’t change, not even a droplet. But it gets more complex and beautiful, you will now wonder on the Beauty of affectionate between two souls(:
I don’t deny it, that you’re the most Gorgeous lady in eyes, the lady that is full of perfections, the lady with outstanding character and the only Lady who could mesmerize me(:
Though you find it rather unbelievable or an outrage, but trust me you are
the most amazing wife (:

You once asked me, why I never get angry with you?
Just to let you know, I can’t find my reason to raise or lengthen my pitch at you. Being angry at you is never in mind and never will it be in mind. I don’t believe in harangues and scolding’s because it’ll just let you down. So, advise and words of encouragement is the most suitable way for me to get bring you up when you fall(:

Alternatively, the words would only open up your mind and it’s up for you think about it. It’s pointless for me to spot mistake when I myself am full of mistakes. I know, by raising my voice it would bring a much adverse effect to you(:
So, that’s not an option for me.
And I don’t find it appropriate to be angry at you because I’m the one who often make you feel frustrated(:

Yet, through all my nonsense and being the most nuisance guy in your life, you were still patient and able to take up my attitude. Frankly, you are the FIRST , who could really withstand my Nonsense and Crappiness. Not only that, you Love my Nonsense and wanting more of it(:
The reason on why I have reiterating this stuff, because I felt that there is a need to repeat since I myself have forgotten that I’ve brought my Wife too much frustration these days(:

Frankly, sometimes I felt rather uneasy after doing something that is not reasonable. Some sort like, the first minute I was fine and the next I became worried about you. Well, you know that apart from my badness and such, I do have the feeling of guilt inside me and I know what I did was undesirable. So, now you know why some part of the week, I didn’t sleep for days, this is the reason, I was thinking about you, hoping that you are well and forgive me for my Misdemeanor. Having the whole night to think about it, I realised many things that I did was without the use brain cells to mend the incorrect paths.

Although with all such frustration I’ve caused, you still Loved me like how you always do(:

That made me realised on how important you are to me(:
And now you know Oxygen has competence to its Importance in my Life(:
I feel rather complete when we are together, entangling our fingers occupying the spaces between them, like filling sacs of love on Empty spaces found in our Heart(:
It gave me the feeling that you are really mine, we were made to be with one another(:

Every day , Every hour, Every minutes and Every Seconds my misses for you never fades even for a second. The day without you is incomplete, the absence of your voice kept me yearning for the sound of you Every hour, the lost of your sight makes me wanting you to be near me Every Minute and the diffusing sweet fragrances of you turns the clouds darker every seconds(:

As I put my thoughts further towards all these words, I reminisce the time when we had our time together, it might be simple but it held loads of meaning.
Like some people says, “ Simple but luxurious, cheap but worth , cosy and comfort but the top of it, Enjoy what we have”(:

Although sometimes we never meet each other for days, I would want to ensure you that, my heart and soul is always and will always be there for you(:
Because I know you need them with you when you felt lonely and needed a companion when we are apart, I know you need me every time in your life, as you know being with me, everything will be fine and perfect like what you have wanted it to be(:

This is what I would always want you to remember:
Whatever happens, I’ll be always be there for you,

I Promise!(:

A poem For you:

Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.

Kiss your lips and touch your skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away all your pain and fear.

In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.

Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.

I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.

I Love You(:

fhaazLOVESfeeza(:

Always!

and

Forever!