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Wednesday, October 6, 2010 @ 10:58 PM
A love that's faithful showered with trust and (Keikhlasan) is a Love to last(:
There's this lady in my life that i utmost love from the bottom of my heart.
She showered me with pure love and a love that i can never find elsewhere.
She made this life so meaningful eventhough there's so much that we have gone through and there's so much that have been awaiting for us ahead.
Yet again, if we can jump a few hurdle, a few more wont make us fall.
Even if we fall, there's always a way for us to get up and fight our way through.
A love with so much passion is a love that requires more patience and signs of love,
This will avoid unnecessary or unwanted pathetic problems.
A relationship without problems is not called relationship because this shows they tends to things on their own with no preference of ideas and options.
So baby, we are at the right track(:
If at any time, shits happen, think about the fun times and the laughter we had,
Think about how we make it through all the humps and hurdle, this is our strength and power and we shall not let it die.
If i said I LOVE YOU, the next time one will have its multiplication that has inside it.
The Phrase is Cheap but the Meaning Inside is Priceless(:
Throughout this 3 years, i've learned alot from you,
You guide me for the better and I'm doing it for you now,
Even if i raised my voice, sarcastic or whatsoever, its for your own good.
Not for me not for anyone but you(:
I dont care what others say about me, but i do care what they say about you.
And i'll try my very best to make my Bby the Best and The bestest in the whole world(:
And Now,
Happy 30th Anniversary My Love(: I Love You So Much HunnyBby!(:
Labels: A Love To Last(:
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title: 30th Anniversary(:
date: Wednesday, October 6, 2010
time:10:58 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 10:21 PM
Hello World(:
Just wanna update about friday(:
Yeah,, Bby and I had another great time together(: As usual, we went to Vivo(:
The only place where we can have our time together like always.
Initial plan was to study together, but then,, it turns out to be something even more fun than study!
I wish that Bby and Me to have that kind of time much more often.
Sometimes,, we can talk things out and share share about about certain topics.
Next,, Bby and I watch the movie that Bby's wanting to watch!
Step Up 3D!
9/10!
Seriously,, the movie was awesome with all the different dances move.
Kinda made me and bby a little interested in dancing.
hahaha!
Bby was like,, " What Happen to my Bby?!"
As i was moving and dancing arnd!
Yeap,, its like going with the beats whn thrs no song=P
Anyway,,
I Would to take this opportunity to thank Bby for the Wallet and Pastamania(:
I Love the Wallet Bby!^^
And and the Turkey Bacon Cheesy Crumble was BOOOMZ!
Alrite till here then(:
A poem For Bby(:
Every day is like a trip,
I wish u were in the Dreams when i Sleep(:
Everytime moment is like a dime,
Where i would love to spend with you with my time(: Its like a Happiness come true when i'm with you,
As I knw I'm gona be In Love With You Till Forever My Dear HunnyBaby(:♥
Last But Not Least!
Happy 29th in Advance My DearLove(:♥
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!(:♥
Labels: Wo Ai Ni(:
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title: A Great Day(:
date: Sunday, August 29, 2010
time:10:21 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 @ 9:00 PM
Love is like the movement of Electric Current in a Circuit board. When Bby and me had our great time, we laugh, tease and talk nonsense about something that is more than NONSENSICAL! Thats when Current move in SERIES where there's nothing to overcome but just little minor Resistance which is equivalent to Misunderstanding. When Bby and me had our quiet time, we are like the PARALLEL circuit(:
We got separated in the middle of the silence and get back our Crappiness when our eyes met(: Sometimes, in love we have to look forward for the day when bby and me is gonna Meet!
So,, i would always use the THEVENIN's Theorem where i try to spend my time with bby to make shure that bby's time would not be wasted just like that.
This is the reason why i buy my New HP(Jumper Wire) so i can SMS Bby all day n night long(:
Just to make sure she feels happy and not a feeling of sadness(:
Last but not least, CAPACITANCE,, This is where the Capacity of Love between of us has no limit although there's formula to find it but Formula can never find the Love that We have for each other(:
Lastly,, Bby and me got our own language,, AC CIRCUIT!
A = All, C = Crap!
So,, bby and me language is all crap language where we talk nonsense when we first look at each other when we meet(:
HAHAHA!
(The Best Photo)
I was Looking for My Bby in that Picture(:
The Reason Why I Love us being together is We care about each other and we know how to Handle each other despite the utmost complicated Difficulty(:
The thing that I Love Most about us is We can count on each other whenever disaster happens(:
Sometimes, when you feel like you dont wanna care but you really Cared alot inside your Heart just that my assness made you like that.
The Reason why I Love is because You made me Love You like How made you Love me which make us love each other Unconditionally(:
It doesnt take a second to know that i need you like how much you need me.
Sometimes, I got tears rolling down my cheeks despite hard as stone heart.
And when the night stars light my room,, i wish you were there and we can talk and hug all night long(:
Like how we did at (insert place) Lastly,,
I will always need you in My Life and I will always want you to be by my side(:
|From the Bottom of my Heart,
I Love You So Much Bby(:♥
Labels: I'm Yours, You're Mine(:
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title: I is nothing, if bby not with me.
date: Wednesday, August 18, 2010
time:9:00 PM
Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 10:34 PM
(My bby)^^
Hello World!
I had a Super Great Time today yaw!
Lets start from the top~
So, early in the morning, i went to Unity Sec for the their NDP parade to watch whether
their weeks of effort and sweat are worthwhile.
I gave them few of encouragement before the start of the actual parade, so they wouldnt feel so nervous or whatsoever.
Their marching in was a well done and throughout the parade they were doing well except for the part where they marched out, everything went a little hay wired which somehow disappoint me.
However, i'm still proud of them for their continuous effort to make the parade a perfect one(:
Well done Unity Ncc Air(:
NEXT!
I went Sentosa with Bby today^^
It was a BLAST!
We talk alot of nonsense, we laugh, we cuddle, we you-know-what and We sleep(: So yeah, we went to the furthest beach, Tanjong Beach(:
Since the beach we usually go was packed with people and there's some filming going on.
Hence, as a form of changing wind direction (Tukar Angin), we devide to go Tanjong Beach then. We took the tram, and once reach, we look for a port that is GOOD and ISOLATED! (:
HAHA!
We got our port eventually, settle down and bla bla bla(:
Bby ate her LJS lunch and i was enjoying the non windy day at the beach~
Then me and bby spend time together2, had our great time together since the last few days was a little sad!
We talk, laugh, nonsense and wooohooooo!!
Slept awhile and Bby was ( insert something)! HAHAHAHA!
and i got something too! And i'm not gona tell!
After that, we walked back to pahlawan beach to get a drink and off to get Bby's pass at Bishan(:
Before i went home,
I look at Bby's every step,
My misses for Bby got higher):
I'm missing her so much now):
Anyway, here's a poem for bby(:
Your smile is like the sunshine warming my day(:
Your the first and last thing that makes me feel this way.
Your hugs started as a pat on my back, but now I can feel that they’re more then that.
Time will keep ticking, and we will grow old, but your hand in mine will never get cold. Our love is more then affection(:
And now I'm Missing you my Love ):
fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:
Labels: Maa Bby(:
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title: Maaa Bby(:
date: Friday, August 6, 2010
time:10:34 PM
Saturday, July 31, 2010 @ 6:38 PM
Happy 28th Bby(: First and foremost, i just want to say that, Thanks for the Great time we had yesterday(:
It makes skipping my last lesson worthwhile(: I hope you enjoyed yesterday with all the NONSENSICAL nonsense of mine which make you laugh your ass off all the time^^ Just to justify what you wrote on your blog, I Don't waste my money on you but i share my money with you(: And its not everyday that we can have that kind of time together, but we manage to find a time together to cuddle, talk, share, and you-know-what(:
Time do tell but sometimes we should tell time what you and me wants in the future(:
Apart from that, the way you smile laugh and showing your CUTE expression makes me happy TTM!(: Although i don't what makes my eating part cute, but i did just because you find it cute and find it something that you can give a wide smile(: Also, the time we have had all of them filled with Happy Moments(:
I LOIKE YAW!(:
Lastly,,
You know whatever happens and whatever i repeat,
You know that, I Always Love You Bbylove(: Labels: 28th
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title: 28th yaw(:
date: Saturday, July 31, 2010
time:6:38 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2010 @ 10:53 PM
Hello People!
I guess the picture tells you Everything. I'm Mising my Wife so Freaking bad, i wish that i could be there hugging her like my bolster!
I wish i could be with her to take care of her!
I wish i could whisper in her ears, "I Love You Baby"!
This is what i wanna do but it just cant happen right now):
Sometimes, a hug would make us feel better(:
A kiss would make us feel lovely(:
A Hug and Kiss would make you and me like how we are supposed to be right now(: Sometimes, I Miss You till a point i went mad and i just control that madness!
Only the cure would be you to be by my side.
My Wife is my Inspiration, if she didnt inspire me to update this blog, i guess it would dusty till i dont know when.(hehehe..) I Miss You,
I wish i could be there with you, and I Love you,
I know it will be forever true(:
Labels: I Miss You):
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title: I Miss You):
date: Saturday, July 17, 2010
time:10:53 PM
Friday, July 2, 2010 @ 9:49 PM
Look at the clock, Thats when our Hearts gets locked.
Look at the dove,
Lets us take the path of Love(:
Heyhey, it has been quite some time since i last updated my blog. So ya, gona sweep the dust out of my dusty blog. Life's been very hectic these days, school , test and whatsoever. Apart from, pile up of projects and homeworks~ Okay,, enough about school and life.
Lets talk about today, today i went out with bby to watch Twilight Saga, Eclipse! Review about the movie, 8/10(: The movie was great and very interesting and somehow VERY related to my life.
Other than that, bby really LOVE the movie(:
OHHOHH,, before the start of movie, bby ate her nachos and she told me to get an extra straw for her to slurp the quite diluted cheese. So,, i took the straw.
After finishing her nachos, we slurp the CHEESE and we made alot of funny sounds!
hahaha!
After the movie,, we walked around without any directions and went to bookstore and then to BANQUET.
Guess what?!
Bby got HICCUPS!
I was laughing throughout her cute HICCUPS voice, it tickles my heart=x
haha,, then we hang out somewhere where Bby slept on my lap for Half an Hour(:
Afterwhich, we took photos and retarded photos(: So ya,, went home after that(: In my heart, i have you,
In my eyes you are my view,
In my brain i think of you,
But in my heart, it says " I LOVE YOU"(:
Thanks for the Great Time today Bby!(:
Labels: Fun(:
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title: Fun(:
date: Friday, July 2, 2010
time:9:49 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 10:46 PM
I will love you forever till the end of time.
Tell me the same everything is fine.
The words that you want to hear.
Take my hand let's face the fear(:
That you and me will be together.
In our hearts always forever.
Don't have to think once or twice.
I love you let's go into this Paradise(:
Picture we see in front of us.
It's picturesque with love and trust.
Only us happily living our lives.
Our happiness that surrounds that will always shine(:
So remember my dear the words I say are true.
Forever and always I love you. Its not just words to express, But this are words that holds our Heart tight till we rest(:
Aim for the moon, if we drop we will land among the stars, Love like there's no tomorrow, because loving is a feeling that fades all our sorrow(:
Dedicated to my Beloved Wife, Nur Hafeeza(: Labels: (:
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title: (:
date: Sunday, June 20, 2010
time:10:46 PM
Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 10:06 PM
A day without you, is like a day with no sunshine.
A day without you, is like a day with no melody and songs.
A day without you, is like having food served without a plate.
A day without you, is like a rainbow seen on the sky but with a color lesser.
A day without you, is like a day with nothing to live for.
But
A day with you is like a day filled with happiness, joy and meanings that is all about Love(:
In this heart of mine,
I know you would always be my sunshine,
In this heart full of dove,
You are the one who will be my Eternal Love(: Labels: Hearts(:
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title: (:
date: Friday, June 18, 2010
time:10:06 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 11:40 PM
As we sit in the snow white sand,
And the waves crash upon the shore,
I stare to the sky trying to understand,
Why the stars seem brighter then ever before.
Is it because the sky is so clear,
That the stars are shining bright?
Or could it be that love is near,
On this perfect summer night?
We laugh, we kiss, we talk,
Draw pictures in the sand.
Along the ocean we walk,
Just her and I, Hand in Hand.
Our night is almost finished,
As the moon is fading fast,
Another day will be diminished,
Put with the others in the past.
Everything seems to melt away,
Faster then the drop of a dime,
As night dissolves to day,
We lose more precious time.
Surely soon the sun will rise,
As this is a command,
I know she can see the twinkle in my eyes,
As we walk Hand in Hand(:
When we walk hand in hand,, its like a connection of love between both our hands.
Passing through our palms like tiny little atoms into our hearts to make one feel loved and the other to feel being loveable. As we walk further, we hold our hand tight together and transmit a message like Bluetooth, saying" Baby, I Love you, Will you be mine forever?"
While another replied "Yes, I will be yours forever because we are meant to be together" (: Labels: Hold Tight
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title: Hand in Hand(:
date: Sunday, June 13, 2010
time:11:40 PM
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 9:09 PM
If I had one wish.
I wish my desire could come true.
If I had one wish.
My wish would be to be with you(:
If I could choose.
I would stay laying on your thigh forever.
Our hearts would fuse.
And our love would become an endeavor.
I would wish for you to stay with me.
For you to be my love.
You would be the key of my heart.
Forever my angel, my dove(
Forever is a long time.
To require in a single command.
I will write our love in a rhyme.
For it would be my demand(:
I would ask of this.
Only with your permission.
Lost in a kiss.
Our love is my ambition(:
So I wished upon the star.
The star that reminded me most of you.
My actions seemed bizarre.
But this wish I had to pursue(: Pursue the wish so that you Would be mine Forever(: Labels: forever(:
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title: forever(:
date: Wednesday, June 9, 2010
time:9:09 PM
Sunday, May 30, 2010 @ 10:01 PM
I wonder what will would my life be without you. When you're around i could see colors being painted on the circumference of life, having your love to pain the area inside me. Its been a very wonderful moment having to see you smile, laugh and doing nonsense stuffs with me. I dont deny that you are wonderful as the fact that is you are the most Wonderful Lady that I've ever met in my life. The cute sound of your laughter for everytime i crack a joke always have an effect on me, I would say this in my heart,, "Ohh,, that is my cute lil Baby". I'll always love being with you because you make my day Everyday and every single time we met even though there's a little misunderstandings sometimes. But that's okay because the waves never stops pounding the shore hence misunderstandings never stops in our life. Apart from that, as we go along by months and year i could see that we belong to each other(:
The fact is we do belong to each other because i'm her Husband and She's my Wife, and we will always be there for each other no matter what. There have been times that we fought and quarrel, but you ended laughing your ass out afterwards.
My love for you never fades even for a second,, eventhough i got ignored by you or you did something that angered me. Love never fades but my disappointment appeared because I care and love you that sometimes i have to be Drastic to give you a wake up call. Its my nature to make u pain in this ass=D HAHA=P When i do that, i kind feel sad because my harsh words has put you down lower than the Ground floor! Thats when i'll be there to bring you up and show you the correct path to a better Direction of Life(: Life is beautiful but when it gets bitch it will get even Bitchier that we expected!
Another Poem for Bby,(:
In the calm sea, You are the only one i see, While i breathe the oxygen on planet earth, I know the lady whom i'll always Love(:
Labels: Love(:
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title: ♥26th♥
date: Sunday, May 30, 2010
time:10:01 PM
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2 represents You & Me(:
6 represents our Family(: 6 - 2 = 4( Our Childrens)
First and foremost, I Would like to wish My bby, myself and Us..
Happy 26th Anniversary together(: Being together for 26months, we share our happiness and bitterness together. No matter what we do, even if we quarrel just because of a something trivial we do LOVE each other(:
Apart of our difference where i suppose we dont have any difference because my bby FOLLOW my Footsteps! Happy, Sad, Happy, Sad and Happy again has been part of our life.
Its very heart-aching sometimes but just to ensure that a strong man is tested when he is at his weakest Condition! Apart from that, i always give my words of Encouragement to bby because she has been A VERY STRONG LADY!(:
I'm Proud of you bby(: I managed to pull through with my Dearest wife although many things have been a total jerk!
Just for you Baby,
I have one heart and one soul, but in my heart i have many goals, I have many friends in life, but what i do want in life is a simple, caring and beautiful wife(:
Happy 26th DearLove(: Labels: Love
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title: ♥26th♥
date:
time:4:15 PM
Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 10:13 PM
You & Me , we are like Romeo and Juliet where our love is strong no matter how harsh the problem that came to us. You & Me, we are like water where our love never stops flowing. You & Me, we are like the wind where our loves changes course we never stop loving each other. You & Me, we are like the moon and the earth where we revolve around each other all the time(: You & Me, you are like the audience and i am the clown where you laughed at all my nonsense(: You & Me, we are husband and wife, we take care of each other in any conditions we face(: You & Me, we love each other like there's no tomorrow. You & Me, its like the day isnt complete when we never get to see each other's face(: You & Me, even if you ignore me i wouldnt stop myself from talking to you!
Just for you, Baby(:
Its the way you calm me down when i'm HOT
its the way you hold my hand
its the way you make my smile and we smiled together
its the way you understand me and we understand each other(:
its how you make me feel at ease,
its our every single kiss,
its the connection between us both where everything seems nothing to us.
that creates a Love like this, Eternal Love(:
its those kisses on the cheek that make me sway,
and you playing with my hair,
its the goodnight, sweet dreams messages
and that one i love you stare.
its all those colourful little butterfies
floating around in my belly
babe, you light up my night sky
will you spend forever with me? (:
I Love You Nur Hafeeza(:
PS. Alaaaalaaa,, tkmoh la merajok ...
kalau awk merajok,, kite kena pujuk(:
Labels: You and me(:
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title: You & Me(:
date: Friday, May 28, 2010
time:10:13 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 9:49 PM
A post requested by wifey(: Two years and 2 months ago, when i met her at the stadium she was the Prettiest lady in my eyes. Even now, she is still the Prettiest wife i had(: She said earlier just now, she is common.
I said no,, she is not!
She claimed that, i am One of a kind~
Although it goes without saying, my wife too is One of a Kind(: The reason why i said that, i do weird things and i did stupid things when i got angry. She followed my footsteps, and she said i taught her. Hmmmm,, its kinda true~ The one other thing that make her not common,, she is the ONLY one who can withstand my nonsense for 24/7 and enjoy it everytime it starts with no ending like a spoilt tape recorder. Other than that, my wife is the most adorable lady in planet Earth as when it comes to wrestling she is very active and the look that she have before hitting me is too Cute that i laugh whn i got hit(: She is one of a kind because she likes being crazy with me all the time when we meet. When Hubby goes crazy,, hunny joins the kaki!~
Thats her policy i think(:
Labels: One of a Kind(:
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title: One of a Kind(:
date: Sunday, May 23, 2010
time:9:49 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2010 @ 8:32 PM
When you're down, you see nobody coming for you but me. I came for you because its a promise made by me that i made to you, whatever happen to you or whatever that will happen to us, I Will Be There No Matter What!
I know its a risk that i took but if i dont take this risk, you'll never the person that i know. Down with sorrows, misery and sadness, i couldnt bare to see you suffering when i'm here doing nothing but shaking my own legs. I'm not kind of person, i would make you smile after you had a quarrel with (insert name) because i dislike when you are down as it will ruin ur mood which will has tremor for days. As far as i know, i will not and will never give up because its not me when i give up and GIVING UP is not my Character. I will risk myself just to make u happy and to put a smile on your face. A necessary sacrifice just to subside your sorrows and to remind you that days will get better and nothing will LAST forever. Everything in this world is temporary including the problems that we faced, because the world is constantly changing and humans do change after a wake up call. However, humans wake up call will take years before they realise that what they did was totally wrong and acceptable although its for our own good. Drastic actions might be effective to certain ways, but continuous drastic-ness is a killer to both parties! Lastly, whatever you do its better to keep it calm and not rude because being rude isnt the way to solve things but it gives an even more bad impression to (insert name). I always impart my knowledge to you because no one would tell you because they are still dreaming among their world. I tell you this because,,
Firstly,, I Care For You!
Secondly,, I Do Not anything to happen to you!
Lastly,, I Love You So Much TTM that i have to tell you all this!
Dear Baby,, I Love You(:
Labels: (:
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title: Stay Strong!
date: Saturday, May 22, 2010
time:8:32 PM
Sunday, May 9, 2010 @ 1:10 AM
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start(:
I Love You Sweetheart(: Labels: Ni ai wo(:
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title: Wo ai ni(:
date: Sunday, May 9, 2010
time:1:10 AM
Wednesday, May 5, 2010 @ 11:27 PM
A thought of spending tonight chatting n webcam-ing with gf has been screwed none other by me): I'm sad right now,, but what can i do? I caused everything to happen because of my idiotic-ness. I dont know what the heck has gone into me, i'm not feeling myself. I just want a peaceful night, talking nonsense with gf but it didnt happen): I'm sorry Dear,, I screw up everything): I'm sorry for being sarcastic and bla bla bla... I know bby's sad,, and its all because of ME! Shall punch the wall till i bleed,, if bby's hurt i shall be hurt too! I apologize for my attitude today Sweetheart=( Forgive me):
Labels: I'm Sorry.
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title: A screwed day!
date: Wednesday, May 5, 2010
time:11:27 PM
Sunday, May 2, 2010 @ 10:55 PM
Every seconds, i couldnt resist my thoughts because its all about you(: Every minute, i couldnt resist my hand from writing because what i wrote is all about, your name, your love and your everything(: Every hour, its a little too long to write but its when i could see you and spend my precious time with you doing all kinds of funny nonsense(: Every second,, every minute and every hour my life is about you because i live because you're with me. And you're the reason on why i'm still living and breathing(:
My thoughts of you are like raindrops on flowers... Beautiful. My thoughts of you are like a rainbow at a splashing waterfall... Beautiful. My thoughts of you are like a full moon shining through a cloudy night sky... Beautiful. No matter what wonders my eyes have seen, Nothing compares to the beauty I see when I look at you. My love for you is beautiful.
When all goes wrong, and my life runs amok, I think of you, and I get unstuck; In the midst of chaos, you make my heart sing; You’re my peace, my happiness, my everything.
Of everything I know and love and treasure, It’s you, my love, who gives me perfect pleasure. I love your way with me, your touch, your kiss; To be with you is happiness and bliss.
Each thought of you fills me with sweet emotion; I give to you my deep, complete devotion. All my fondest wishes you fulfill; I love you totally, and I always will.
I Love you now,, i love you then,, i'll you always,, and I'll Love You Forever(: Labels: (:
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title: For you(:
date: Sunday, May 2, 2010
time:10:55 PM
Friday, April 30, 2010 @ 10:44 PM
A moment of silent,, Love builds(: A moment together, it feels like every seconds held its own memories and i cant let each second goes without loving my Wife(: A moment with you completes my life ,, with every corners my life covered and layered with unconditional love of yours(: I love to spend time with you,, because only with your presence i can release all my nonsense and craps to the ultra max. Other than that,, spending time with you means i have all my precious spent on you which means i have poured all my love to you during that amount of time(: I'm grateful that you're in the picture of my life and being the lady of my life,, I Love You Baby(:
Thats all,, here's a poem for you Baby(:
Let me sing you a love song
About what I feel in my heart;
Butterflies can't find nectar
Whenever we're apart. You're a flower in bloom.
In the dark, in the gloom,
It's you who brightens my day.
How many ways do I need you?
Every day, every way and the day which is today(:
Our love is the long lasting kind;
We’ve been together quite awhile.
I love you for so many things,
Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile. You accept me as I am;
I can relax and just be me.
Even when my quirks come out,
You think they’re cute; you let me be. With you, there’s nothing to resist;
You’re irresistible to me.
I’m drawn to you in total trust; Your sweet devotion never fails;
You view me with a patient heart.
You love me, dear, no matter what.
You’ve been that way right from the start. Those are just a few reasons why
I’ll always love you like I do.
We’ll have a lifetime full of love,
And it will happen because of you((: If we can stay for this long, let us stay longer together(:
I Love You My Dearly Beloved Wife(: Happy 25th Baby(: fhaazLOVESfeeza(:*for eternity
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title: 25th(:
date: Friday, April 30, 2010
time:10:44 PM
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 @ 10:07 PM
Something I yearn for has come to reality,, I finally get to spend my precious with Gf, a simple date that really had us feel so much love(:
Its been quite sometime since we sat and eat together like we used to. I am very grateful for today,, we catch up with each other and laugh our ass out like how we usually did and poke each other's belly button(: WAH PIANG,, I cant tahan whn i got poked=x Feels so ticklish!! I hope bby n me can spend time together often(: On the whole,, we had so so so much fun together(: Hahaha,, that is seriously fun yo~
Without your touch, I cannot feel.
Without your lips against mine,
Sweet as the taste of wine;
Without our hands entwined together,
Without us being bound forever.
Without your touch, I cannot feel.
Without your voice, i cannot hear.
Without your beautiful voice,
Forcing me to make a choice;
Without the sound of my heart,
When your cute little whispers begin to start.
Without your voice, I cannot hear.
Without you in my sight, I cannot see.
Without seeing your wonderful face,
The way you walk with every bit of grace;
Without seeing sparkling smile,
I hope it'll stay for a very long while.
Without you in my sight, I cannot see.
Without your scent, I cannot smell.
Without the smell of your cologne,
So very special, you make it your own;
Without the soft, manly scent of your hair,
Nobody can help but stare.
Without your scent, I cannot smell.
Without your breath, I cannot breathe.
Without feeling you hear,
Knowing your nowhere near;
Without feeling your life,
I try, but I just can't strife.
Without your breath, I cannot breathe.
Without your love, I cannot live.
Gasping for air,
Knowing you don't care,
Without you here,
I have everything to fear.
Without your love, I cannot live(:
You Love is my life,, My Life Depends on you Dear Wife(:
fhaazLOVESfeeza!(: Labels: Love(:
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title: Happy(:
date: Wednesday, April 28, 2010
time:10:07 PM
Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 10:47 PM
Never in my life i encounter with " ", its a whole new of a new experience that i felt, now i realise how a " " feel when this happen.
But what past is past and can never return,, even if it does it'll still be the same. I'm not blaming anybody for this MAJOR misdemeanor that i've done,, because its me and its all me that created every single undesired scenes and tragedy. Its hurting to see " " handling this problems, nevertheless this problems should settle in a calm manner and not anger because anger will only worsen the situation instead of getting control over it. I'm Sorry,, i'm sorry for everything... i know i've destroyed the trust you have given us and due to that,, i'll do anything to correct my mistakes and prove that i am capable of leading my life till i succeed and get what i want when i get my " Segulung Ijazah". I will REMEMBER what you told me,, and i'll come back when i'm ready. Those words will never fade inside my small mind,, webbed inside and never erased. Your words were harsh,, harsh enough to wake me up from boy's dream and ur words were too mean to describe my wrongdoings,, however they wont make me fall but strengthen my courage to get what longed to be mine forever. Never in my life i've heard such words from " " and now i finally see the other sides of them. Its not about how well we can control our emotions,, but how well we manage them and tell ourselves its not the end but a rocky part of a journey. I understand to a certain point, emotions overthrowed us mentally n physically, dont use that as a reason to make unreasonable blames and harangue till there's no tomorrow. A mistake will remain as a mistake,, but how we try to correct the mistake that counts although the mistake is not erasable Dont worry baby,, we'll always together(:
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title: Speechless
date: Monday, April 26, 2010
time:10:47 PM
Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 9:49 PM
A picture shows a thousand words,, but for me it shows thousand and a hundred words(:
Why?
Basically,, i'm writing a hundred words post right now=) First and foremost,, I Would like to Thank wifey who had put in so much effort to celebrate my birthday(:
Birthday wish,, birthday bash and present just to name a few, i appreciate everything that she had done for me.
Okay,, i'm out of words!
Here's a poem for you baby(:
Thank you for being the heart of my life,
Harboring me in the arms of your love,
Anchoring me in the rock of your faith,
Needing me, that I not be in vain,
Knowing me well, yet loving me still. You are the island I've found in my sea,
Ocean I dwell in and deep where I dive,
Unfailing heaven and passionate earth(:
For the happiness we shared.
I keep you in my heart.
Because you are my Love(:
Nothing less than what I had will do,
Knowing what I miss now we are far Yet our love is strong like usual.
This love should be treasure, its precious and money could not replace this Love.
For Everything you have done,, Thank You So Much Dearest Wife,
Nur Hafeeza(:
Labels: Love(:
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title: Thank You(:
date: Saturday, April 24, 2010
time:9:49 PM
Friday, April 23, 2010 @ 12:00 AM
* hope this will make you smile *
Happy 18th birthday baby :D
Dah old already ehh, haha.
On this special day of yours, I wanna thank you for everything that you've done for me, for us ^^ And I'm sorry if the things that we've been through, can never measure up to half of what I put you through.
Do enjoy your special day with your loved ones (:
Do enjoy yourself at the np glow party.
And one last thing, I love you so much ! ♥
(sorry if this part too short, idk wht to say uhh =x)
Aku ingin kau merasa hebatnya cinta, Dan leburkan saja serpihan calar derita. Selamat Ulang tahun sayang. Kini, kau bersayap, pergilah terbang. Rentaslah langit cita-citamu. Harap nanti kita kan bertemu. Selamat ulang tahun sayang. Janganlah engkau tk terbang pulang. Ku nanti penuh kerinduan. Aku hanya inginkan engkau setia. Kerana setia yang mencipta bahagiamu.
yours truly, feezaa :D
Labels: 230410 ♥
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title: birthday boy.
date: Friday, April 23, 2010
time:12:00 AM
Monday, April 19, 2010 @ 10:27 PM
Something sweet and sensual
like the sound of ocean
so powerful that hints me of my insignificance
yet warm, and invitational
yet loud
with passion.
It pages trough my soul
to find the inducement of dismissal
I know the only force
that holds in to my life
is
my surrender!
She makes love to me anonymously
from edging of her distance
like she wants to show me
how far she extends
how near she breathes
I think:
how far I can go in this way?
how long can I hold;
in this tiny little yarn of consents,
in the circus of this colorful yearns?
Death
is a release from the joy!
Joy
is the island of release
from the survival!
Problems and solution
all are the opposite phase
of this symmetrical weightlessness,
and freedom from
the apple
of gravities.
When all my existence dissolves
in sweetness
of this bite
that I've never partaken(:
Even the sky turns dark,, even the earth lakes dried up,,
But my love never fades and my love wont dry up because you will always be you,,
the you whom i love till my last breathe(:
Problems are temporary,, problems have solution,,
why worry?
Its gona end very very soon,, just put urself up coz i'm always here..
Always here for you for anytime you need me, i'll never leave you nor will I leave you alone sad in deep sorrows.
Its unbearable.
This is our life story, this is our journey, Love makes us strong and never drop.
Why should we give up,, fight till the very last.
As you know,, a strong person is tested while he/she is weak!
I know my baby's is strong like me!
Labels: Ahhh
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title: Love(:
date: Monday, April 19, 2010
time:10:27 PM
@ 9:54 PM
 Whatever happened,, whether its you or not you,, just calm down and keep quiet.
Being quiet doesnt mean you lost, but it actually makes you stronger to overcome any situation if it repeats again.
I've been instilling all this inside you, i hope you will think about it.
I'm telling all this because i'm worried, i care and i Love You so much.
I cant bear to see you feeling the same thing over and over again,, its hurting for me.
Please for once,, please listen ~
I love you bby!
Labels: Sshhh
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title: Listen
date:
time:9:54 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 10:23 PM
 I love holding your hand because it gives me the warmth. I wish we could hold hand together right now, holding it tight like we did everytime. It gives us the Confidence that we will always be together and to show how deep and real our love are(: Labels: (:
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title: (:
date: Sunday, April 18, 2010
time:10:23 PM
Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 9:12 PM
 In my eyes,, you are the one(: The one who would live with me throughout my life. My life will not be this meaningful if you're not in it. I am grateful you came into my life as my wife, the person whom i love so Dearly. Love is something i could give you,, love is something that makes us strong. Love is Essential in life(: I Love You Baby,, Yes I do my Dearest Wife(: Labels: Wo Ai Ni
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title: I Love You
date: Monday, April 12, 2010
time:9:12 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 11:11 PM
Today marks my last day of work(Wooohoooo!)
I worked for about 3months including this month,, which was like 2 months longer compared to 2 years ago.
If i were to think about it, it tickles my heart.. Lets imagine,, 17 days of work with 6 days *MC*
Isnt that hilarious? haha~
Anyways,, today i fart alot-.-
I dont know why,, seriously.
And guess what,, the more i fart the busier the supermarket gets.
Alamak,, like thrs a link between my fart and the supermarket-.-
Anyway,, i'm gona miss the staff there,, my workplace and the most Wonder Grocery Backstore.
I cant imagine how the place gonna be like with a Senior Supermarket Manager like me,, I wonder.
Its going to get tougher for them now huh? Yeap, very tough.
Haha,, thats all about work(:
Everytime I look at you,,
I feel calm.
Everytime i have you with me,,
i feel powered and i can do anything.
Everytime we hold hands,,
nothing can be an obstacle for us.
Everytime I hug you,,
i feel the aura of love between us.
Everytime i wrote this kind of words,, i feel loving you more each time(:
I Love You Baby(:
Labels: Calm Love~
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title: Calm
date: Sunday, April 11, 2010
time:11:11 PM
Friday, April 9, 2010 @ 11:08 PM
I Miss You!
I Miss Hugging You!
I Miss Kissing You!
I Miss Holding Hand with You!
I Miss laughing my ass out with You!
I Miss talking all the nonsense with You!
I Miss the smell of You!
I Miss the smooth texture of your hand!
I Miss having you by my Side!
I Miss Everything about You!
Yeah,, thats what i really miss.
I do realise time flies darn quick, i hope it goes much quicker(:
I hope everything's getting better, i hope so.
And guess what? Every now and then, I Miss my Wife so much...
Wah piang,, serious wah piang.
Anyway,, i'm not gona talk alot=/
Brain tired, not productive = no words come out(:
Alright,, till here.
Storm, hurricane or tornado,,
I'll always be with you,,
nothing can stop me,,
nothing will stop me,,
i'll not let anything be an obstacle.
I'm not giving up,
because,
You are my love that i will always Love(:
Labels: Wo xiang ni
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title: I Miss You
date: Friday, April 9, 2010
time:11:08 PM
Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 11:42 PM
 How I wish you were here with me=( I miss telling you stories,, jokes and nonsense.
Everytime i think of it, i feel weird because i used to talk nonsense with you EVERY seconds of my life.
Just currently, our daily life became a little silent and a little sad as days goes by.
I wonder if our daily routines didnt change, i bet we are already smiling at the start of the day.
Sadly,, we cant put up a smile like we usually did,, even if we do it would probably be a fake smile just to cheer up the day.
Questions and answer are always in mind but most of the questions that appeared do not have their own apparent answers, i simply couldnt think of it as they are way too complicated to even analyse.
Looking at people out there,, i do observe their character and such.
On the other hand,, looking at couples holding hands together...
I wish i could do that too.
I do believe problems are temporary, and there will always ways to approach it and only time will tell.
I hope everything will be back to normal one day,, i really hope.
Labels: Hope
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title: I wish...
date: Wednesday, April 7, 2010
time:11:42 PM
Monday, April 5, 2010 @ 11:35 PM
A quote that goes,, Every sweetness in life comes with a little bit of Bitterness.
I guess this is the bitterness that i'm going through but its TOO bitter indeed.
Every second the bitter gets wild,, and that every second makes me insecure.
Insecure of the next wave of problems that are gona strike. Sometimes, we are strong to overcome but our strength are not infinite to face all the waves.
IMPOSSIBLE,, i can agree on that. However, if we were to control our mind and strengthen our heart, we are able to withstand them.
Its saddening when life's get too Harsh,, and we are unable to do anything.
Left with no choice, no ways and no solutions.
On top of it,, we are surrounded by THREATS!
Thats not Life,, thats HELL!
I repeat, HELL! Every now and then,, my mind got haunt by unwanted THOUGHTS.. The thoughts that makes me sad instead of happy, although some are Great memories but alas nothing could overthrow my bad thoughts, FUCK IT! I Just want to spend my life with the Lady whom i Love,, but yet people make a fuss about it.
How Great is that? Did i owe them Money or something? A simple life gets Complicated,, thats what I Fucking HATE! but what can i do?
I have to live with it,, i have to go through like a MAN!
if i want to save Everything,, i'll go through them even if it takes my life away.
No matter hard or medium or soft,,
i'll always be there for you,, no matter how far we are,, my heart soul will always be in ur heart(:
No matter how tough life gets,, Be strong and fight ,, because things change when the times come. I love You my Dear Nur Hafeeza(:
Labels: (sigh)
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title: Bittersweet
date: Monday, April 5, 2010
time:11:35 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 10:39 PM
 Day by day, I Miss You with its accumulation getting beyond boundary.
I wish the crisis never happen, its appearance is too harsh changing our surroundings which was once a field of Flowers.
Anyways, crisis are suppose to be part of life so i just have to hold on(:
Getting back to my misses~
Its been awhile since i saw your Pretty Face, my heart pumps fast... even faster than the moving bullet train whenever i think of you.
I wish i could be there by your side, having you on my arms so i could brush your hair.
Brushing your hair is best, silky soft hair(:
I would do anything just to brush your hair.
Hugging you like my bby, I Miss that too=(
WAH!
Wa Piang weh!
But currently, everything has to paused.
I hope everything WILL be back to normal,, i have to pray and hope(:
Ohh Baby,, I'll Love You Forever and Always(:
No matter what happen,, we'll be together.
Be together, share our strength and fight the war!
Sometimes,, my strength went down the drain but i struggled through just for you,
eventhough its not an easy experience but its worthwhile.
Now,, gaining strength is not easy but getting loose of it is Superbly easy.
WAH! Buey Ta Han!
Thats is why, i've been instilling to baby to stay strong and hold on cos 2 heart, souls and strength is better than ONE!
Alright, thats all my brain Can Produce for now(:
To Nur Hafeeza a.k.a Bby, I Love You Bby(:
Labels: Bittery Sour
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title: Hold On Tight
date: Sunday, March 28, 2010
time:10:39 PM
Monday, March 1, 2010 @ 8:39 PM
Hola humans on planet Earth!
I forgot my blogging skills already, so lets just talk nonsense.
Firstly, life's been SUPER DUPER ULTRA busy which excruciatingly killing me due to the exhaustion.
Exhaustion is evitable i should say, but somehow one of the days i could not put myself to sleep.
Thats when i ended up fatigue.
Other than that, i've been spending my off days going back to school for NCC and SOMETHING which i'm not gona elaborate(:
Hahaha..
Anyway, i think i'm growing even MORE matured each day.
Let me tell you a story,,
One fine day, i took a taxi to go back home.
It was raining, and due to that the road was jammed slowing down my travel time which alternately increase my taxi fare.
I dont mind about that,, plus i was quiet while sitting in the cab and something urge to talk.
So, i talked to the driver who was like Four decades older than me.
When the conversation starts to heat up, he then complained to me about his sons.
He said " wa bunya dua anak lelaki banyiak pemalas,, belajar disuruh tapi mereka tk mai.. wa sulah tua nnti siapa mau jala sama wa? itu dua olang tak mau pikir panjang.. mau enjoy sampai meleka mampus"
Thats what he said to me,, i felt the sympathy for him.
Then,, i also thicken my SKIN and give him some advise~
I said,, he has to be firm in his decision and while he talk to his son.
He told me he was very NAGGY all along,, which his children doesnt like it.
So,, i advised him to change his ways for the betterment of his family and the future of his sons who are older than me.
The Uncle was amazed by my maturity,, " wa punya anak lagi tua dari lu,, tapi tk pernah wa dengar ini macam punya cakap.. parents lu banyiak untung wor"
*SMILES*
I think my thinking is way beyond my age...
hahaha,, maybe i experienced alot of things in life.
Okay,, i think that should be all(:
Take Care Peeps(:
Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice,
falling in love with you
was beyond my control(:
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title: Damsel In Distress
date: Monday, March 1, 2010
time:8:39 PM
Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 9:03 PM
hubby's internet is down. so he told me to convey this message to the readers out thr tht this blog is down. and he'll not blog for the time being. - feezaa. Labels: notice.
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title: blog temporary down.
date: Monday, February 8, 2010
time:9:03 PM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 10:29 PM
Thats my Character,, thats what i am..
I'm Sorry Baby, its for ur own Good.
Do think about it(:
I'm very Sorry=(
Labels: sigh
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title: I'm Sorry.
date: Tuesday, January 26, 2010
time:10:29 PM
Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 12:00 AM
 To my beloved Wife,, Nur Hafeeza, Please forgive me for What i have done today, I know i've hurt you again, I dont wish to hurt you anymore. Everyone make mistakes, but i know i make extremely alot of mistakes. I'm Sorry! Whatever i have said today, please clear it off your mind. I was not myself when i said all those nonsense. We have gone through alot this year Baby,, i have make u cry sad angry and mostly happy. I am disappointed with myself that i brought u down right at the end of 2009! thats my most unforgettable and un forgivable mistake that i've done. I should have make you happy instead, I was wrong in everyway, ur not at fault. I always find trouble when the sea is calm. Even right now, I'm sorry for everything baby. There are Sweet and Beautiful memories, swollen legs la, sing along theme song at the beach la... Everything was Fun and Lovely! We have gone through this far, you have been enjoying my nonsense.. I will always appreciate what you done for me(: I Love You Like I Always Do Sweetheart(: Please forgive me(: Labels: Promises are not to be Broken
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title: New Year(:
date: Friday, January 1, 2010
time:12:00 AM
Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 8:50 PM
 Hey,, spot that gorgeous up there? Yup, That's her! She's my Wife(: This is another post just for her(: Since she's going to China for NINE days, i shall post something before she leave. I wonder what i'm gona do when she's away,, still got nothing in mind. Alright, I Hope Baby will have a safe trip to and fro! Dont worry baby,, i'll be Fine. Enjoy yourself to the Fullest yaww! Remember the Photos that i ask you to TAKE for ME!!! *MWAAH* Anyway,, here's a poem for you Sweetheart(: Whenever we're apart it feels like a part of me is missing... and then I remember, you have my heart. Why do I love you? Because I finally learned what the word means, and you were the one who showed me. Last night I matched each star with a reason for loving you. I was doing great until I ran out of stars Each time i miss u, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky, and found it dark with no stars , it is all your fault, You made me miss you too much! If I could have 3 wishes,
I wouldn't wish for the stars,
the moon, the riches and this life.
But for 25 hours a day,
8 days a week,
and 13 months a year
to spend a longer time with you(:
Once a week,
Twice a month,
Thrice a year,
Love dont count,, but it gets Greater each time(:
I Love You always Sweetheart!(:
 That's what i'm gona say for NINE Days!(: fhaazLOVESfeeza!(:
Labels: I Will Miss You
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title: Have a Safe Trip Baby(:
date: Monday, December 14, 2009
time:8:50 PM
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 10:32 PM
Hello World!
Anyway,, 11 days had pass.
The feeling being a Cadet Trainee have not subsided yet since i became one 4 weeks back.
I could not believe that a course THREE weeeeeeeekss long would end just like a snap of a finger.Humongous amount of memories was created and some was left behind, while some was left untouched and it will never be touched forever.
Many friendships were forged and i could feel the TOGETHERNESS of my course mate, Kamikaze, my group's name!(:Through the Course,, i learned many values that can be applied to both my and Ncc life as a cadet officer.
Apart of that, i felt a change in my character and the way i do my work and solve problems.
During the course,, i find myself a little lack of certain qualities and also self-esteem, through some of the talks...
I now know where i stand and where i am suppose to be standing!
Also,, the bond i had with my group was much closer if i were to compare with my 3 YEARS CLASSMATES!
So,, you can simply visualize how a course can bond each and everyone of us through this THREE weeks course.
My course mates and I endured the tiredness, as every single day we had to wake up at 4-5 am to prepare for training.
The waking up part itself has its difficulty and i could not imagine how we manage to survive the 3 weeks.
Haha,, i can conclude that TIME flies DAMN fast!
Anywhere,, Everything's over now.
I can finally have my VERY GOOD NIGHT SLEEP!
Although, i kinda miss my mates and the stuff i did during the Course.
The nonsense, craps and Everything.
It feels like wanting to come back to the beginning, which is not possible.
Life goes on,, a new journey awaits all the new Cadet Officers!
I recite the creed and now i should fulfill them(:
Now, i would to take this Opportunity to thank my Parents!
Dear Mum & Dad,
It has been a blissful journey for this Three weeks course,
thanks to your advise, support and motivation.
Although, sometimes i might be a stubborn ass but you still guide me through pushing me beyond my limits.
Also,, i appreciate the crucial time when i was about to kick out of course,
you help me out and enable me to continue this course with my own Courage and Strength(:
Thank You Very Much Mum and Dad!(:for coming to my Commissioning Parade.
Especially to mum, Thank you for Donning my Rank yesterday Evening!(:
Now,, to my Dearest Wife!
Dear Nur Hafeeza,
14 days seem to be 14 years to you,
actually its more than 14 but i'll take the official days.
I know you miss me SO MUCH when i was away for course.
Although, we met up 2 of the days,I can possibly sense that it was not enough to release the misses you had for me.
Your attitude made me a better person, a person that could manage his own time.
A person who can Comfort his own Wife and make his own Wife smile!(:
Apart from that,, you endured everything and willing to wait for me till everything ends!
Even though it took a very long time,, you still persevere as A wife that i yearn to Hug EveryDay!(:
Lastly,, thank you for coming to watch and support my Commissioning Parade!(:
I Love You Bebeh!(:
Labels: I Love Them(:
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title: POP!
date: Saturday, December 12, 2009
time:10:32 PM
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